fleur | jjk ✓

quatre

02/07/18

elise,

i tried drinking for a while. but then i remembered how you never liked that. you hated alcohol and what it did to people. i didn't really get it back then, but now i do. it hit me when my fist hit some guy at some bar. that's when i got it.

i figured you'd be disappointed if you saw me like this. so, i stopped. but now you've flooded back into my thoughts and i'm sitting on my couch, crying, writing this letter.

it also didn't work. i felt numb, yes. but you were still there, in my mind.

you never leave my mind. but you left my life.

why did you have to leave?

— jungkook