(Alison's diary)
Okay, so my diary has started out pretty graphic already. I know- kinda inappropriate, but I thought writing a diary would be the best thing to do seeing as I'm pretty confused at the moment. So here's all the background bullshit about me just in case some reads this (With my permission of course).
My name is Alison, I hate it when people call me that though, so everyone calls me 'Ali'. And I'm in love with a guys called Zach Porter (As you know from the first part). He's in a band called Allstar Weekend- they're pretty awesome. I'm best friends with the guy that plays the drums in the band- Michael, we met about 3 years ago and have been pretty much inseperable since then. That pretty much explains how I met Zach.
Now to explain how it got as complicated as it is. Obviously Zach and I had known each other through Michael but I never really hung out with Michael and the band, it was always Michael alone. But one day about a year ago I got home and heard my younger sister listening to 'Dance Forever' by Allstar Weekend so I thought I might as well take her to see them. This is were the trouble started. Zach's younger brother Vic was at the rehearsal and him and my sister got really close, so in turn I got close to Zach. And since then we've been what you could call 'Friends with Benefits' because we instantly had an attraction but I always told him (stupidly) that I'm not the sort of person for relationships and since there was no commitment he started dating this girl called Michelle.
Now the annoying things about that is:
1) I've fallen completely head-over-heels in love with him.
2) All of the rest of the band (Michael, Cameron, Dillon and Brent) pretty much hate her.
3) Her and Zach are in love.
The last time we were together he told me he loves me. I've loved him for ages but I think it's time for me to let go, being the 'other woman' is awful... But Zach called me about an hour ago and asked me to meet him at his place... I'm not sure about whether I'll go? Maybe I'll go and tell him it's over? I'll write about how it goes tomorrow- WISH ME LUCK!
-Ali xoxo
