Eyes

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I always pretended to not notice those prying eyes. His curious stare at me. I'd always pretend he wasn't there. Though I could feel his gaze on me.

Well, mostly always. There were those days when I'd pretend to not notice.

Why?

Because it's when I'd catch him looking at me out of the corner of my eyes. Not a sneaky glimpse like when I'd give him a questioning look. It was a full on stare. Especially, When I was busy with my work. I still don't know why. I hope it's not bad. It probably is with that rumor flying around about me. Why did he have to be so popular?

I've been so horribly trying to figure out his motive. I mean I tried to take sneaky glimpses at him. But, he'd always catch me. How did he always know? I hope he doesn't think I like him... He probably thinks I do. Since he doesn't know me, I'm probably weird in his eyes now. Why did I even try to do that!?

I've tried to tell myself that I'm just curious if it's me he's looking at!! But, I know I'm lying. Honestly. Guys are so confusing.

I mean I'm probably overthinking about him.. But why does he look at me almost everyday?! Agghh!!! I'm so confused!!! I just want to ask him, but I don't want to look stupid.

And then there are the rare days where he doesn't even acknowledge me. Those days drive me into a peaceful madness.

I just hope he looks at me for a good reason...

Maybe, He.. No, I'm being stupid. He'd never... He already has someone. Probably.

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