A Complicated Feeling..

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I said I'll write... 
And for the first time... 
I couldn't think of words to say... 
I couldn't find something to help... 

I felt a feeling... 
I couldn't express... 
It hurts...but it's great... 
It's painful...but it's worth it... 

Every word I think of... 
Just about to put it down... 
It's total opposite... 
Comes by my mind.... 
I find it also fit to use... 

The feeling is complicated... 
More than I thought... 

I feel alone...though accompanied... 
I feel accompanied...though alone... 

It makes me cry...but I know I'm glad... 
It makes me laugh...but I know I'm sad... 

It makes me strong...when actually I'm weak... 
It makes me weak...when actually I'm strong... 

I feel my heart bleeding from no wound... 
I feel my heart dancing from a great cut... 

I know you think I'm crazy.... 
And here is another thing...I'M NOT... 

If I were crazy...I wouldn't mind... 
At lest I'd know...why I feel so UNKNOWN...

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Rudy Hossam

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