AMBER POV
Through all this shit that has happened I can only think about one thing The kiss me and KaDaveyn shared at his place even though I could possibly lose everything my mind keeps going back to that
I talked to David he said that he has some stuff to tell me and we have stuff to talk about its a lot to think about I'm just a little overwhelmed with everything
I looked over to my side when I heard a deep groan " why staring at me you know ion like that Shit " KaDaveyn said I rolled my eyes at who the fuck invited him into my bed anyway
" who told you to come into my bed anyways " I asked hitting him with the pillow and hell no we didn't sleep together as much as I wanted to with his fine ass body laid next to mine I didn't
"ohh you dead now " he said I rolled my eyes and grabbed my phone he snatched it out my hand and threw it in the chair across the room he got on top of me we was play fighting
I looked up in his eyes my hands laid on His chest to stop him from trying to smother me " I love you " he said then he leaned down and kissed me
I kissed him back like it was my last you just don't understand this is the first time he has ever said that to Me I wrapped my legs around his waist I couldn't believe it
I moaned when he started kissing down my neck I know I shouldn't be doing this with this man knowing I can't be with him I heard my phone ring but I was too wrapped up on KaDaveyn
I mean literally I was on top of him with our tongues tangled in each other mouth " ahh KaDaveyn what are we doing " I said once he broke the kiss to pull my shirt over my head
I pushed against him he let me go I rolled over and laid on my back " why do you acting like this you we belong together and you promised to be my shorty till the end and this damn shole ain't the end " he said to me I sighed loudly
I turned around and looked into his eyes he really was serious " look I'm not gonna follow in my mothers footsteps you know that but I have no idea because I love you some much but I'm not getting hurt by you again that shit ended the first time you left"
you have a new voice message and a missed call from David " I sighed because his face turned into pure hate I got out the bed and went and called David back
" hey sorry I missed your call I was busy" I told him looking at KaDaveyn he rolled his eyes and looked at me he got up from the bed and he had nothing on and lord it was a sight to see
he was huge the biggest and best I've ever had I will be the first to admit when my eyes finally made it back up he was smirking then he winked at me " HELLO " was yelled in my ear shook my head and focused on the phone call
" I'm sorry what did you say " I asked throwing him some clothes and then turned around " I said I'm down stairs I'm about to come up ok ? " he asked
damn shit fuck me " um...okay...Yeah I no u still got yo key just come in " I said then I hung up " who coming " he asked I looked at the pictures of me David and ria on my night stand
he growled " I know yo ass ain't bout to get back with him " he yelled I pushed him out the room and cleaned it up and myself I walked into the living room just in time
he came through the door " hey " I said he smiled and walked over to me he kissed me it was soft and sweet but it didn't light me up like KaDaveyn's kiss why am I even thinking about him
" look we got a lot to talk about but I just wanted to get some shit off my chest first he said " I nodded ok but I kissed him I need to take my frustration out on though " bye " said KaDaveyn as he slammed the door
" why is he here " asked David I rolled my eyes " he didn't want me to be by myself so he stay for a few days that's nothing come here " I told him kissing his neck I really wanted this to be KaDaveyn
he threw me over his shoulder and carried me to my room and threw me on the bed he ripped open the t-shirt I had on he laid down in between my legs I pulled his shirt off
he had already got rid of his pants " I missed you so much " I mumbled into his neck as I sucked on it I bit into his shoulder when he entered me " I missed you so much too " he said I giggled at that
he started moving inside me and I moaned dragging my nails down his back " uggh you just don't know " I told him as he picked up his pace I was so close
he started slamming into me I felt my walls tight around him I wrapped my legs around him " say my name baby " he whispered into my ear I felt the wave coming " aww shit KaDaveyn " I moaned loudly as I rode on the wave of excitement
my eyes popped open he was looking down at me with hate in his eyes he pulled out and got up I sat up " baby no don't go I'm sorry please stay " I begged him holding his arm
" did you fuck him " he asked I shook my head but what I really wanted to say was I should have " no I swear I don't even no how or why I said his name "I told him honestly
he sat down next to me " I cheated several times with the girl that's office is next to mine and got two STDs from her " he said I jumped up and looked over him
" ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS AFTER ALL THE SHIT I BEEN THROUGH WITH YOU AND THIS HOW YOU DO ME GET ALL YO SHIT AND GO I DONT EVER WANNA TALK TO YOU AGAIN " I yelled
I smacked him in the face hard as hell he left after that I called Ashanti I was crying hard as hell how could he do this to me I loved him
I laid down on the couch and waited for Ashanti how could that mother fucker do this to me " tell me what happened " she asked coming threw the door
" he cheated on me the whole time and got STDs from the bitches " I told her she pulled me to her chest " how did the conversation get to that point
I was too embarrassed about that part " we was having make up sex and he told me say his name and girl I was Cumin and I called out KaDaveyn's name instead of his and he got mad and started just laying the bricks about that shit to me " I told her
she laughing for about a good minute I giggled a Lil bit " shit ion blame em but you foul for that but what you gone do are you gone get back together or stay apart " she asked
I knew the answer to that " I'm done with him " I told her pulling her to lay down next to me " hold me " I said then I closed my eyes the only person who could prolly make me smile isn't here
Kamaria went with my parents on vacation for two months I miss her so much but she calls me every night KaDaveyn was so mad that I let her go but its cool
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I woke up in my bed with a note attached to the pillow after I read it I laughed she left because her Nigga wanted her
that's my best friend though I loved her I got up and cleaned up and then ate some breakfast
I just sat there and thought about some shit though about everything I lost it all over something so stupid
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