It has been about 3 weeks since I've last talked to Bil and I've been out to hospital for about 3 days. I payed in bed just staring at my ceiling fan not knowing what to do. Music filled my ears and color filled my mind, oh if you didn't know I have synesthesia! I looked at what time it is. 5:30am why am I up so early? I decided to just go downstairs and make some pancakes. When I walked to my kitchen I realized there's a note with a bag of money. The note read. Hey sweetie I left for a vacation with my new boyfriend I'll be gone for about a month I didn't want to wake you I left money on the counter for Xoxo, Mother I rolled my eyes, every month she has a new man. I sat on the couch watching The Office. I looked at the clock 6:30 I might as well go for jog I haven't been on one in like.... forever. I go up into my room a change into this.
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I connected my phone to my headphones and turned on Lana Del Ray's song Radio I grabbed my keys and left I just jogged I liked running because I feel free when I run like nothing can hurt me. I was stopped running when I saw a forest. I decided to walk around the forest. I found a place to just sit and relax then the song get you the moon came on. (Song above) I just closed my eyes as the song engulf me. I felt droplets of water hit my face I opened my eyes a realized it started to rain and it got harder and harder. I didn't mind the rain but then I heard whimpers in the background of music. I took of my headphones and then there were barks. I walked around calling the dog then I found the dog. This is billies dog Pepper! The leash and harness was still on her so I just grabbed the leash and started to walk to Billie's house cause I know where it is from here. Arrived and Billie's I knocked on the door and Maggie opened it she looked at me then at Pepper then at me again. "Oh my goodness come inside, come inside!" She said worriedly. I walked in soaked an shivering. Maggie gave me a blanket and let me sit down in a chair. I was still freezing and shivering but I heard from the kitchen. "PEPPER WHERE WERE YOU?!?" I know that voice it's the one and only Billie. I just sat there awkward, cold, shivering, and tired. "Hey mom where was Pe-... oh.. hey y
." Bil said. "H-h-hey" I was stuttering so much not because I was nervous but because I was you guessed still cold. "Bil y/n found Pepper while she was out." Maggie said. "Oh well thanks" Bil said scratching her neck. "Well I better get going." I said as I got up. "Oh no no no you're not going anywhere missy it's pouring out there you're going to get sick!" Maggie said putting her arm in front of me to stop me from going anywhere. All I said was okay. "Well I have to get going see you guys later!" Maggie said leaving. WTH! "So do you want anything to eat or drink?" Bil said kinda awkwardly. All I said was a cold no. "Look y/n I'm sorry for being a bitch and just assuming stuff I just have trust issues from my ex-best friend Mia because she was just using me for fame and then she told me she didn't want to be my friend she would spread rumors around me like that I abused her or would hit her then her and her friend would call me fat ugly useless bitch and I-" she started bawling her eyes out not gonna lie but so did eye I got up and hugged her we hugged as we both were crying. "I forgive you." I said. "Wanna sleep over I'll give you clothes to sleep in?" She asked "yeah sure!" I said excitedly
