The Girl

Chapter 13- Lost.

"If you feel lost, it is because the heart and mind are not working in harmony, when they work together you will find peace"

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(Joanne's Pov)

Belle silently sobs beside me as his brother's coffin is lowered in the grave.
I honestly don't feel anything, I watch as everything unfold with a blank face.

I just stare at Doctor Richard, a frown on his face and an emotion flickers in his eyes which I recognise oh too well...regret.
His arms rapped securely on Mrs Richard for support who is trying to control her hysterical sobbing but is failing miserably.

I scanned my eyes through the crowd which contains unfamiliar faces all wearing black. I glare at them with a disgusted look.

A pitiful look on their faces with a sentence that is exerted from their mouths with fake sincerity over and over again "I am sorry for your loss"

And everytime I hear that sentence I wonder, what are they even sorry for? Are they sorry that a boy who was a rebel, troublemaker and who was disowned from his own family by his father died? Did they mean it??

This is all my fault, if I wasn't that selfish to look for answers Drake would've been alive right now.
Drake was the only one who knew my true identity and he i...now I have no one.

As I watch the people leave the funeral one by one I approach Mr and Mrs Richard with Belle on my arms fast asleep.

My heart broke in million pieces as I thought about Belle loosing her big brother.

"I am so sorry" I whispered in Belle's ear and a silent tear ran down my cheeks.

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(Xavier's Pov)

"This stupid controller is pissing me off" I hissed and Edward scoffed.

"Nah bro you just suck at Call Of Duty" he chuckled.

I groaned when Felix found out where I was hiding and shot me right between my eyes.

"Dude you mean" I scoffed while chucking the controller on his head.

"No you just suck" they both said in unison.

"You gu..." I was cut off by the ringing of Felix's phone.
He answered the call, reading both of Edward's and I's confusion he mouths
Boss.

Edward spring from his sitting position and leaned towards Felix almost kissing him in the process.
Felix pushed his face away and I chuckle.

"Yes boss...hmmm..yeah..both of them..okay...sure" he says while nodding his head with furrowed eyebrows.
He hung up the phone and frowns.

"What did father say?" I ask rolling my eyes.

"Drake's dead" he says with a shocked expression.

"What?!..how?" I ask with the same shock and Edward was still gaping beside me.

"Shooting, but boss didn't say where it took place" he grumbled.

The fuck?! Drake is dead? How is that even possible he was our best fighter. He is always cautious and careful, maybe he was distracted or something.

"We have to head back to the Base" I growled.

I exit the bedroom and they both follow.
We climb onto our bikes and drove off towards the gang's warehouse.

Once we arrived the twins was already there sulking, which was creepy.
I put on a blank face and made my way towards father's office.

I knock on the wooden doors and push it open once I heard a faint "come in" on the other side of the door.
"How could you let this happen!" he growled.

Here we go again, blaming me something I didn't do. He always does this...blaming me when he made a mistake.

"....s this what he wanted?...Xavier dammit are you even listening to me!?" he shouts furiously while banging his hands on the table almost scattering half of his work on the floor.

"It wasn't my fault...father" I spat.
"How could I know that Drake was going to be killed by a shooting that took place..I don't even know where" I say with a bored tone.

I'm just sick of this, sick of him. Every time I always do what he tells me to do, I always tried to do something to impress him..to show him that I was capable running the gang in the future.

But no he is either wearing a disapproving look or blaming me with something I didn't do.

"The Anderson's mansion" he sighed while rubbing his forehead.

"What?" I ask suddenly interested with this topic.
Father raised an eyebrow questionably but I just shrugged my shoulders.

"We still don't know if it was a robbery or something" he said irritatingly.

"A more interesting question...why was he even in the Anderson's mansion?" I asked more like to myself.
My father had the same confused look I have and I rolled my eyes.

Guess I'll have to go and meet Gem again. I grinned and excuse myself from father's office but not before I heard him say "I know that look, don't do anything stupid son"

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