Miracles In Mistakes 《BTS Jungkook ff》

Chapter 1 🐰

Jungkook's POV

My whole body was sweating while I was trying to cut the ropes tied on my hands and legs.

"Jeon Jungkook! You are only 15! We can't put you into jail but we have the permission to keep you at police station for a week to give you punishment. And don't you know what you have done? Don't you know how much damage it could cause to a family because of there daughter getting raped?" The police officer came and spoke to me. His voice was filled with anger and hatred while he screamed at me with his finger pointed at my face.

"Don't expect me to feed you. Here, drink this water. You won't get anything to eat or drink until tommorow evening" said the officer and walked to the door.

"And one more thing! Someone is comming to meet you in 3 minutes. Dont smile, its not your bestfriend!"

Said the police officer before closing the door.

He just left me alone to this dark room in the police station. Just like he always did.

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"Hello Jeon Jungkook. My name is Lee hanuel. I am a phsycologist and I just came to talk to you."

The women who got in, said in a polite manner. Then, an idea popped in my mind.

"We will talk. But after you cut these ropes in my hands and feet. I don't care even if you don't ask them for lights or a fan. I like darkness and this place is not really hot compared to were I live.

The phsycologist smiled and untide the knotes in my hands and feet. I sighed feeling a bit relieved with the fact that I am not tied anymore.

"Thank you Mrs. Lee hanuel" I said while streching my muscles.

"Okay so......... I wanted to ask somethings" said Mrs. Haneul while takeing a notebook from her little side bag.

"Carry on" I replied with my usual poker face.

"The first question is, who is that girl this time? Who is she to you?" She asked with sadness yet kindness in her voice.

"To be honest, she is the hottest girl in my ex school right now. The hottest, actually is the girl I had some fun with the last time. You spoke to me that time too. You even asked me to stop but gosh these girls are so sexy my hormones can't control damn it!" I said while looking drunk, smiling like and idiot as if I was imagining a girl, naked.

"Jeon jungkook. I am telling you again. This is the eleventh time you've been brought here for raping cases. Do you feel happy here? No you don't right? So please stop doing this. You can stop it. I know you can". She said with a little pout and a couple of pleading eyes that was begging  me to understand.

"Aah yeah I'll try. Can't promise tho. I have more missions than that." I said with the same drunk face.

"Huh... I hope you will understand. If you want any help, if you ever have a feeling you need some advice, I am right here" said the women and left.

My face changed as soon as she left. The drink face I was pretending, disappeared and the true depresses face came back.

No one knows the secret of my life. Except my dad. I have been forcefully attended to police station because of girls that got raped in my house. The girls tell that it was a man with a tall figure and strong arms. Exactly how my dad and I am. The cops come and try to arrest my dad
But then I suddenly go in between and tell them i am the one who did it.

But the truth is,
It ain't me who did any of that. It was my father.
My mother died in a car accident an year ago. Its been confirmed that she killed her self by purposly crashing her car to a wall because she had a high level of depression when she died. People thought that happened because her son was punished at police station after being throwed out of school. The son who is me.

That is true. At least a part of it is true. My mother we sad about the fact that all those things were happening to me but the real reason why my mother was sad is, my dad brought a girl to the home of our family everyday. I have seen him opening the door of our house while kissing a girl who has her legs around my dad's waist. My dad would carry her to my mom and dads room while holding her waist and kissing her deeply while I watch that with anger and hatred. The 'her' changes regularly and crying was my mother's thing. This is how I grew up.

Later on when I became around 14 years, my dad started forcing me to his own gym room. I had to work out there for as long as my dad ask me to. That was the hardest days of my life. I used to be a chubby boy before that but after around a month of working out, I grew a lot taller, thinner and more handsome. I got 8 packs on my stomach which was rock hard and even got huge biseps. Since I was doing the same workouts as my dad, my body was forming like his, just that I was a little shorter.

After that month, I still do workout for 4 hours regularly but it is not that painful anymore because my stamina has improved. But what happened to me is, he pointed a knife at me on the day exactly 2 months passed since I started working out. He pointed the knife and told me that he would kill me if I didnt do everything he ask me to do.

I had a girlfriend back then. I wanted to stay alive. For her. And my beloved mother who was there for me even when my dad was hurting me.  My mother would buy energy drinks and other pills that would give me a lot of strength and give those to me before the time comes when I have to go to gym.

One day, I woke up to the sound I my mom crying. I stayed on my bed and listened to cries instead of going to help her because that was my usual way of waking up. My dad must have brought another women to our place.

But suddenly, something shoking happened. I heard police. I heard the cops screaming asking my dad why he raped some girl. I heard my dad swearing that he didn't do that.

I heared the cops say that some girl reported that a guy in this house raped her. A guy who was wearing a mask. I knew it was my dad but when he said 'mask' i also knew I could save him. I ran out of the room and my dad suddenly pointed at me. I tried to hesitate a bit because telling suddenly might be a bit risky since they might find out I am lieing so I hesitated and admitted after sometime. They took me to the police and i was sent home that day and that was the day my dad was most pleased with me.

The other day when I went to school, the news was all around the place and my friends stopped talking to me. My girlfriend wrote a broke up letter and she even started dateing another guy on that day it self.

I didn't trust them with telling the secret of my dad. And the thing my dad did, he kept on doing it and i was the one to blame. Eacha and everytime.

After three times of being grounded at police station for hours, I was fired from school. And after a few weeks, my mom killed her self. And i lost everything.

I was thinking about all these things when my anormouse train of thoughts got cut by the door of the dark room I was staying right now swinging opened by another police officer. He walked in with a matress and both of locked my hands together.

"You are going to sleep with your hands locked to your back. Sleep in this metress" I said with a lower voice than a usual police officer and left the room.

I laid down on the matress and took a deep breathe before closing my eyes. This is the way of  my life. I am used to this. Of course I would be.

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