Miracles In Mistakes 《BTS Jungkook ff》

Chapter 4 🐰

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I was right next to her. The soft comforter kept me warm though it couldn't do anything about my racing heartbeat. I felt like my heart was going to jump out of my rib in no time.

Sora was sitting right next to me on the bed. We both sat while leaning on the board in one side of the bed as we both stayed under the same comforter.

Until her hands made its way to my shoulder. I looked at her with a question mark and she smiled. "Thank you for agreeing to spend the night with me. I thought you were going to have sex with me because we agreed to rent this room. You didn't want to go home and i didn't either so I guess that's the only reason. We just have nothing between us" She said without a slight strand of fear or discomfort but with disappointment in her musical voice.

"I won't have sex with you. Don't worry" I said trying my best to keep my eyes away from her since I just broke the eye contact.

"Can I ask you something?" Sora said which made my heart rate excelarate. I was sure that she was going to ask me about the rape cases, my dad or something around there.

While trying my best to hide my nervousness, i nodded, signalling her she can shoot the question.

"What is your favourite colour?"

Wait, WHAT THE HELL? Why did I panic? She was just going to ask my favourite colour. This stupid self of mine im telling you.

"I hate colours." I said while looking at the empty space.

"Why? Ain't colours beautiful? Have you never seen a rainbow? Rainbows are beautiful and that's because of its vibrant colours". She gave an explaination.

"Rainbows does nothing except making the beautiful plan blue sky look like a cat scratched it" I tried to debate.

"I knew it. You like blue. That's why you hate rainbows for spoiling the blue. Rainbows arnt spoiling it sweety,  its just makeing it more creative. Staying plan and empty would feel lonely. That's why rainbow comes and make the sky happy" she said and chuckled.

I didn't say a single word. I didn't even look at her. She just explained me her own theory about rainbows as if she was telling a story to a 3 year old. Her voice was filled mith care. I was impressed. The girl was so different. So cute. I didn't want to think like that but I totally feel my head over heals already

"You trying to act cold is the cutest thing in this world" she said and pinched my cheeks.

Oh my god my heart. It's beating three times faster than before. My palms were sweating and my whole body felt...... numb? Happy? Excited? I don't know.

I looked at her face. " I guess i will stay here for a little longer than one night. I don't want to go home" I said changing the topic.

"As long as you stay, I will be with you" she said and with that, her other hand held my hand.

I pushed her hand that was on my shoulder and my hand and stood up from the bed.

"Sora. Even if you are staying or going, even if you will always be there or disappear, nothing would happen between us" I spoke the words I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to disappear. Disappear before I fall in love. I can't love anyone. There won't be a right time for her. Never in this world.

I am innocent. My whole body is. I know that even if no one else does.

She stood up from bed too and started walking towards me. She came near me and stood right infront of me.

She cupped my cheeks with her soft hands. She took control over my brain with that touch that gave me shivers down my spine and made me crave for more of it and said.......

"We will never know the miracle, if we don't try"