To whoever is reading this,
I first want to say I am SO sorry you had to find me like this. It's just, I've been hiding something from everyone, Friends, Family, everyone! You see for three years now I've been getting bullied by this girl who's name I shall not mention. But when it all started I didn't care because it was just cyber-bullying and nothing she did hurt me. Sadly over time this also became gossiping about me, in person bullying, and physical bullying. I've tried SO hard to not let it bother me, stay strong, and not bother anyone with it...as you know now I've failed. Recently I've been told so many times to "just die" and "kill myself" that I've finally given in, I'm letting her win. So I've already cut my wrist three times something I thought is never be able to do yet here I am writing my suicide note... So good bye. I'll miss you.
~Ashlynn R.
I reread my suicide note once again, folded it, and put it to the side. I sighed the stinging in my left wrist was starting to bother me, luckily I wouldn't have to feel it much longer. I set the kitchen knife coated with my blood to the side and picked up my dad's pistol I stole from him. I put it up to my head ready to pull the trigger, mentally saying my goodbyes and apologizes to everyone once again. Just as I was about to pull the trigger a thought came to mind, 'Why do I have to die? If I'm annoying her then why should I die?' I slowly moved the gun away from my head and started thinking about it more. 'She wants me dead. Why should I let her win? I should win! Not her!' And with that I put the pistol and kitchen knife in my pocket and left my house. I walked all the way to her house, and once I got there I climbed up to her window. Once I was in her room I looked at her, sleeping happily probably dreaming about my death. I glared at her with hatred and disgust. I grabbed my knife and stabbed her in her stomach, as the blade made contact with her skin her eyes shot open and she tried to scream. I got one of her pillows and covered her face to silence the screams. After a few minutes I stabbed her again only this time in the heart. Soon she died of all the loss of blood and lack of oxygen. I looked around the room for something sharp and grabbed her pair of scissors and cut her wrist with them, then I put the scissors into the wound in her chest and rested her hands on it. I removed the pillow from her face and stared at my "work".
Blood dripped off the blade and onto the floor as a stood there looking at my victims dead body, I stood there for a while then it was as if some trance was broken and I just realized a person was dead because of me. I wasn't really sure what to do at this point, I had just killed my bully of three years and had no idea what to do now. There was no way I could possibly go home, and I couldn't possibly drag my friend into this ether. So I looked at her one last time before I jumped out the window and ran. I ran and ran and ran, I kept running for as long as I could not caring where I ended up. After what felt like forever I ended up at the entrance to a forest, I took a deep breath and walked in, because it didn't matter at this point I had done something no one would ever forgive me for and had nowhere left to turn. So when I entered the forest I smiled knowing this would be my new home.
As I walked into the forest I looked around me trying to find a place for shelter. Sadly there where only tree, trees, and more trees. None of them were even hallow!!! I was starting to prepare myself for the worst which would be staying the rest of my life in a forest with no shelter, food, or water as far as I knew. So I could probably live about three days that is if I don't just go with my original plan to just kill myself. I honestly don't know how long I was walking but eventually I heard this really high pitched noise, that got louder and louder. It was giving me a headache and my vision was getting blurry, and to top it all off I was pretty sure my ears were bleeding! Soon enough I was on my knees crying while covering my ears trying to stop the unbearable noise, but to no avail. I was about to black out and I couldn't help but think 'Great I'm gonna die from a giant dog whistle.'
(NOTE: So how was it, good? Yes, no , maybe so. Okay well I hoped you liked it and hope you like my beautiful sarcasm at the end there. So there will be CP's will be in the next Chapter/Part. So that's all, bya!!!)
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The New Girl (a Creepypasta Story)
Teen FictionThis is a story showing what would happen if I became a killer and ended up living with the Creepypasta's! So Enjoy!