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Conflicts

I made this

Bye taking screen shots and editing these

And it made me think of the book I'm writing about my past and I want to write it more but I don't want to cry in the process. Remembering the good times and then realizing I'll never experience anything like it again with him.

That's why the picture hit me hard...I had wings once, they were strong, they were yours. He was my Angel from the moment I met him and now he's a literal angel.

Welcome to the world of my conflicting emotions. I suggest you don't stay, it hurts being here.

I want to write the book and get it published for everyone to read but I don't want the pain that comes with it right now. I can usually handle it and it  can help make the chapters good but today I can't handle it, heck lately I can't handle anything emotional. To much going on, that's why everything is on hold.

So me not writing isn't from a lack of trying.

I love you guys still.