I was the girl, that doubt a guy would like me. In High School years , 3-4 my guy friends asked me out. I said no because i was always busy doing homework or dealing drama department.
Senior year- a new guy comes to school, he was freshman, he was so quirky and fun, and funny. We ended being the bestest friends. He was there for me. i loved who he was.He left around the first or second week of Jan.
Than around prom my guy friend told me he liked me , i liked to him...let's just say it didn't work. And he was really clingy.
Than this summer my 5th grade best guy friend asked me to be his girlfriend, went on two dates... it didn't work out.
I do remember crying every few weeks, i wasn't able to see , hear , or hug chase.
I have never thought of myself being in love. i've been afraid of being in love. I don't want to get hurt.
One Thing is i think fallen in love with this a guy, and he doesn't know, and now lives Utah!
WHY? WHY? WHY? EVERY STINKING GOOD OR BEST FRIEND OF MINE HAS TO MOVED AWAY!
I SERIOUSLY HAVE TERRIBLE LUCK! UGH
For some odd reason, i can't him off my mind ugh grrrrrrr , i hate being emotionally. ugh
