Y/N: so it's not what it looks like, I'm pretty fucking sure it is.
Tina: look I'm sorry
Y/N: no I'm sorry for leaving this team
I take my weapon to my dorm and pack it up along with the rest of my stuff. After I'm done packing I head to six's office.
Six: ah Y/N what brings you here
Y/N: I quit
Six: you have a contract mister Y/N
Y/N: I don't fucking care about my contract, now I'm leaving.
Six: you leave this base my operators will find you and bring you here
Y/N: get your best team to find me, the tracker in my arm is gone so have fun trying
Six: who would you like to try and find you
Y/N: you can send ace after me, it makes no deference
Six: have fun running but in his words 'you can run but you will only die tired'
Y/N: I see you then
I exit her office and walk back to my dorm to get my stuff. I enter my room and see Tina crying.
Y/N: stop your whining, you did this to your self.
Tina: I still love you
Y/N: apparently not enough to care about me, hell care about us. The second I step out this base six will have ace track me down.
Tina: please stay here
Y/N: where I would go mad and end up cutting myself, no thank you.
I grab my duffle bag and walk to my car. I drive to the airport and get the first flight back to Canada. The plane took off and I laid back in my seat and drifted off to sleep.
When the plane landed I got my sister to pick me up.
Leah: hey big brother, long time no talk
Y/N: yeah well something came up, thanks for picking me up
Leah: what happened
Y/N: nothing that should concern you, it's fine
Leah: ok well let's get home, mom's cooking meatloaf.
Y/N: hell yeah
Leah is twenty three but still lives with mom and dad. Mom always needs help with something and pops is old so he can't help alot. After a long drive we pull up to my parents house. I was greeted with my mom at the door.
Jessica: welcome back sweetie. Foods on the table
I walk into the house and sit down at the table
James: good to see you again sport, how's the job going
Y/N: I quit it but I'll be fine
Leah: why did you quit
Y/N: it's personal. I got tired of pulling the trigger. I know there bad but there still people.
Jessica: we understand, how's life going other than that
Y/N: I'm not going to lie pretty bad. I've hit rock bottom
James: well sport you still have us
Leah: yeah I wouldn't want my brother to be sad
Y/N: I'm fine, don't worry about me
We all eat our dinner. While every one went to bed I stayed awake. After a few hours there was a knock on the door. I open it to see ace
Mask: what's the point of this
Y/N: Tina fucked up fucked up, what can I say
Mask: how bad was this fuck up
Y/N: cheated on me with maxim, I had to leave or let my anger get the best of me.
Mask: I understand but six wants you back at base. That or your head.
Y/N: ace tell six I don't care about her contract
Mask: don't make this harder that this has to be
Y/N: give me tonight here and tomorrow come back, I want to spend time alone.
Mask: that wouldn't hurt, but tomorrow six wants us back
Y/N: ok well bye
Mask: bye
I shut the door and wake up my family
Leah: what is this about
Y/N: this us good bye
James: what do you mean
Y/N: since I have a contract I have to go back to base
Jessica: why can't they just leave you alone
Y/N: I have a contract so I have to go back
Leah: please don't get killed
Y/N: I won't
I leave the building and rent an apartment so I can have some alone time. I sit in the rented room cleaning my python. I always listen to music to calm me down. I sit the gun down and play on my phone some. I get a call from Tina.
Y/N: what do you want
Tina: look I'm sorry, please come back to me
Y/N: why should I, you have made me think back and I would rather stay here away from you.
Tina: look I fucked up and I'm sorry. I wish I was able to fix my mistake
Y/N: go back to maxim, you seem to love him more than me
Tina: I still love you tho
Y/N: I don't love you
I hang up my phone and sit thinks if I should or not
Ace's POV
It was the next day so I went to the apartment Y/N is staying in. I enter his room and instantly regret it. I see his lifeless body just sitting there. I call six
Six: is he with you
Mask: he's dead, the poor guy shot himself
Six: damn it, ok jäger is on the way to take you home
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the blockade ( rainbow six siege x male reader
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