aaligh pov
have u ever feel like you werent good enough to be on this earth. growing up i was nothing my sister was more better than me i cant go around acting like im all that when im not. i dont even know why someone like Andrew can like me.
he so fine.
i thought about my dads words when he used to hit me
im nothing. im here cause my mom didnt wanna get her tubes tied. my mom she loved me thats why my sister hated me and so did my dad.
my dad raped my mom an when she had my sister he was happyy but he didnt want anymore but raped her agian and then they made me. my dad treated my sister amelia like a princess my mom used to hate that she mean and cruel. my dad molded her to be the way he wanted but my made sure i stayed nice pure and good.
Thats why they hated me because i got something that they didnt get my mothers LOVE.
When my dad found out my ex was hitting me he was happy he would make him hit me in front of him.
i was done cutting myself i roll my sleve down and walk out the bathroom i see andrew standing there looking at me
"babe whats wrong" he asked i just looked at him
"nothing" i say
i start walking to the door
" i know what ur doing" he says
" doing what'' i say
"cutting i called a doctor to see if anything is wrong" he says
" why" he ask
i just stare at him
a tear rolls down my cheek
i never told any body about my life ever
i didnt realize he was holding me
my mothers birthday is coming up
i promised her that i would not be sad when she died but i am i cant live i just want to be with my mother.
andrew pov
my girl the one that im catching feelings for is cutting she wont tell me why
that hurts.
diamond and jaylean told me that when they found out she promised to stop but when i came in the room she was in the bathroom it was to Quite i knocked nothing she comes out looking pale and blood dripping pit her sleve
i dont under stand someone who is so pretty so good would wanna harm them self. its hurts me cause i wanna know why she is cutting
diaomnd pov
aaligh cutting is affecting everybody amari and asia can sense it we just wanna help her if she is willing to take are help
the boys have a doctor comeing tomorrow so that we can see if she is ok.
mateo pov
i have never seen my brother hurting like this
i was shocked when the he asked the girls if Alaigh was cutting. it kinda hurt diamond and Alaigh i kinda like goofy little sister i became very protective of them so it hurt hearing that.
angelo pov
my brother cried in front of me. my little brother cried in front of me. Alaigh cutting i always thought she had somthing up with her but she always masked her problems.
we had send amariand asia to are friends house so that they wouldnt be worried.
jaylean pov
this hurts soo bad i hate this why. why coulnt she open up and tell us so that we can help her.
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