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I woke up to the sound of an annoying alarm going off. Woah, that one was weird ass dream. Thank God it was only a dream otherwise I don't know what I would do if I really told them truth, I thought while trying to adjust my eyes to the brightly lighted room. Once my eyes adjusted to the lights, I noticed that I wasn't in my room, rather Dinahs room. I started to feel nervous thinking what if I did tell them,  what if they hate me now. I looked around the room for a trace of Dinah or Lauren but didn't see them so I decided to go downstairs to see if Lauren was really here. Before I went downstairs though, I decided to brush my teeth and wash my face. It wasn't the first time I would be spending the night over at Dinahs, I basically live here, so I have a lot of my stuff here at her house. 

After I finished brushing my teeth and washing my face, I started to head downstairs to look for them. Once I reached the landing, I heard someone from downstairs whispering, "How are we going to fix this? How are we going to make them become close again?" Thinking that it was one of Dinahs siblings talking to someone, I went downstairs completely ignoring their conversation.  Once I reached the bottom of the staircase, I saw Dinah in the kitchen talking to someone, I didn't get to see who it was due to the wall blocking them.

I headed towards Dinahs direction and once she spotted me, she stopped talking to who she was talking to. Okay, that's sketchy. Is she talking shit bout me? "Its about damn time you woke up sleepy head." Dinah says, opening her arms so she could hug me. "Why did you stop talking once you saw me? Who you talking shit to about me?" I asked jokingly while walking to her, letting her hug me. She didn't have to tell me because once I turned my head, I saw Lauren smiling at me. "Hey mamas." She says while walking towards Dinah and I. "Shit." I mumbled into Dinahs shoulder. 

"Whats wrong?" Dinah asks, pulling away from the hug only for Lauren to replace her. "So, I guess it wasn't a dream?" I ask while Lauren continued to hug me tighter. "What? The reason why you don't like Camila?" Lauren asks, letting go of me, giving me a sad smile. "Yeahhhh. Im so sorry" I say sincerely, while rubbing the back of my neck. "Its okay, I get where you're coming from. You were just jealous and you didn't want her to replace you. And just so you know she won't EVER replace you, I know I was being a bitch before and didn't talk to you, but it didn't only hurt you, it also hurt me that I didn't talk to you or even you just being in my presence. I missed you more than you could ever know and I love you so much, I'm always going to be here for you no matter what and you'll always be my best friend even when you piss me off, which is often." Lauren says while hugging me again, rubbing circles around my back.

"GAYYYY." Dinah says making all of us laugh. "Wow Dinah, you just ruined the moment." Lauren says, glaring at Dinah. "I hate you both." I say jokingly, knowing that the both of them knew that was one of the ways to say that I love them. "we love you too." Lauren says. "Group hug hoes." Dinah says pulling both Lauren and I in a hug. After out moment, we all decided to catch up on each others lives.

During our catch up, I found out that Lauren and Camila started dating when I went to New York, for the opening of my parents new business headquarters. I also found out that Dinah and Normani finally became official. Ally getting a role in a movie, which she always wanted. I just took this all in at once and felt sad that a lot happens when Im not here, like the twins going on tour, James releasing his makeup palette and then the girls. I was only gone for a week and so much happened for my friends and I wasn't there to celebrate with them, the ones who are always truly there for me. I was there for my parents, the ones who don't give a shit about what I do, the ones that don't even support me.

Some people would be like "you should be grateful you have successful parents," but honestly I'd rather have parents that give me unconditional love and support instead of those with a lot of money. Since I was young, I didn't care for money, yeah shits nice to have but what happens once its gone. Most people stay, material shit can be ruined and money can be gone in a second. I know some people can leave hella quick too, I've gone through that shit and those people weren't even the ones who were there for me, they only wanted fame because my parents are famous. Thats when I realized that I had to be careful with those who I become close to, I had to surround myself with those who wouldn't use me for fame or money. 

"Y/N, Y/N!" Dinah says, catching my attention and pulling me from my thoughts. "Yeah?" I say, directing my attention towards her. "What did you do when you were in New York?" she asks, glancing at Lauren then back to me. "Honestly I felt like shit while I was there because I was left all alone and knew no one. I was by myself after the opening and the after-party, my parents left me and had to go back to business. I just wanted to go home, but all the airport were closed because there was a storm. I was just so miserable and I didn't want to bother y'all cause it was late and y'all were most likely sleeping." I say looking at both Dinah and Lauren who looked sad.

Dinah, Lauren, the twins and James always knew that I wasn't happy with my life, while mostly everyone thought that I was happy because I had money and people wanted to be friends with me. "Y/n, we don't mind if you wake us up, we care more for you than anything else. If you're sad or lonely, you know that we're always one call away." Lauren says while Dinah nods. "Thanks guys and you know I'm always here for you." I say genuinely. 

After our talk, Dinah, Lauren and I decided to go back to Dinahs movie room to watch a movie

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After our talk, Dinah, Lauren and I decided to go back to Dinahs movie room to watch a movie. "So what yall wanna watch?" Dinah asks. "Anything" Lauren and I say in sync while walking towards the back seats, our usual spots. "Is Camila okay?" I ask while Lauren and I sit next to each other. Lauren started to get stiff and look nervous.

"Oh yeah, I forgot that I told you that. Don't be mad, but Dinah and I actually planned this, we knew that you would talk to me again and Dinah wanted to know why you didn't like Camila which made me curious too so she decided to interrogate you and then you told us and now I feel bad but hey at least were back to normal and you like someone else now and we're both happy and should stay this way and I did not think this through." Lauren says quickly but I still understood everything she said.

"Lauren, you freaking weirdo, you didn't have to say that she got hit by a car and pretend that you were sad for me to talk to you. You should've just went up to me and talked and you already know that I would still talk to you. You're my bestfriend and it would take a lot for me to not talk to you or even hate you." I say. "Hey what do ya'll want to eat?" Dinah asks while looking through all the snacks at the snack bar. "Gummies and nachos." Lauren and I say at the same time. Gosh this chick and I are like the freaking same person. Once Dinah came back with the snacks, we started to watch the movie.

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