Im still up at 1:53
Thinking about you
Thought of so many ways to end it
That I can't count to.
I should be happy for you
But I still feel shit for you
Get nostalgic for you
I'd still hold the candle for you
2 am,
I gave up but I came back
Swear to god if you aim at me today
I'm gonna aim back
Feels like being shot
I get that feeling a lot
You said I never took my chances
But you said I also don't have a shot
You make it hard for me to want to breath
Make it hard for me to want to see
The light of later today
But I don't have the balls to hang
Around
Yeah, I let myself down
I don't want to write this, or I'll cry
You know what, fuck this. I'm out
