The Call-Cameron Dallas

Chapter. 8 Sleep-thinking

We talked all night, I almost forgot to eat. If I was as other girl who's really skinny and just eats salad then I would have forgotten but as I am now I get hungry all the time. I really want to meet him! But it would be so awkward like should I hug him or shake he's hand or just say hi? What would we do, I don't think he likes shopping and if we go to the beach I mean I don't want to be in a bikini around him? What if it gets really quiet and awkward! What if he's not who I thought he would be? What if he doesn't like me!? Maybe he thinks I'm ugly? But he at least likes my personality. I think? I mean why else would he talk to me, right? Maybe he thinks my voice is annoying? No, I don't think so? I mean he just talks to me. Like we haven't met. Maybe he thinks I'm a crazy fan girl? No, why would he? I think he likes me to?

I had a dream about him. Not a perfect one, you know how weird dreams are. First it was me and Rose at the beach painting on the sand, then we went home and when I got in my room he was there and Rose disappeared. But he didn't look like himself he was a completely different person but I just knew that it was him. He didn't even say he's name. Maybe that's a sine that he's not really Cameron? If that not Cameron I've been talking to then I will find that person and kill it myself, don't play with others hearts! Or feelings? I don't know it's just mean.

I think about him all the time it's starting to become a problem! I think I'm falling in love with my imaginary Cameron? I'm so weird!! Help! If anyone knew this then, I mean if he knew this then he wouldn't want to date me. I'm not saying that he wants to but, you know. I want to meet him, I need to! But I can't ask him out, right? Not because I'm a girl because it's to soon? I'm not good at this dating thing. It's not even a thing yet, we're not dating! Ask him out, Keila. No, you can't if he thinks you're weird or to pushy then he won't give you another chance. And he's not just some guy and he's not Cameron Dallas. He's a guy that I actually like! Okey, he's Cameron Dallas but he's not 'Aaaah! Cameron Dallas!'. And it sounded so weird to say that I might be falling in love with my imaginary Cameron so just so you know, I'm not. I like the real one better!

My phone rings for the third time now, I don't want to answer, I'm to lazy to move. My bed is so soft. I don't feel like doing anything today. But I feel like that everyday and when I'm doing something a feel a lot better. I like sleeping but it feels like in throwing away my life on that, in young I should have fun. I want to make memories so that I can tell my kids story's.

"Hello?" I answer my phone.

"Zombie? Is that you?" Rose says.

"Sorry." she always says something like that when I don't pick up and she thinks I'm dead. "I'm sleep-thinking." that means that in lying in bed thinking about stuff and yeah, that it.

"Lame, you need to get a life." she says.

"Oh, yeah what are you doing?"

"Sleep-thinking..." then why is she calling me? I laugh.

"Why are you calling me? Is Netflix with you?"

"Yeah, he's here. But we feel lonely without you. This is sad. Can you come over and join our really crazy drunk party?"

"Sure." I sigh. "Is Sam and Dean there?"

"And bobby." she says.

"I'll be there in a second let me just put on some pants."

I put on the same outfit as yesterday but not any makeup and I just put up my hair in a messy bun. Then me and Betty drives to her house, I park her outside on the street. Rose is the only one there and I just walk inside without knocking.

"I'm in my room!" I hear her yell when I walk inside. Her room is really small! Just a bed and a desk, almost no room to walk on the floor. She could have another room but this one is in the basement far away from her parents room.

We watch Supernatural all day. Cameron and I am texting all the time. He told me a problem, now I'm not the only one. I can't believe that he opened up for me? Anyways the problem was that, well it wasn't really his problem but, he's friend had a drinking problem but doesn't anymore but he's girlfriend thinks so and if they break up he might start drinking again. (Cam also said that Lucas open up to him but they're not that close so it's actually weird that he does?) I don't know if Lucas still has a problem but maybe he does I mean if he's girlfriend think he does? Why else would she still think that? And if she breaks up with him because of that then that's a reason for him to really stop. That's what I told him at least.

I go home at seven to make me and Jamie dinner. I'm not the best chef so we eat pancakes. Then I go up to my room and go on my phone and watch some YouTube videos until I fall asleep.

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