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Falling Out Of Love

Shawn's POV
I don't know what to anymore, I hate that I have to see her face fall as I t lol her truth. I fell out of love with Y/N, I mean I spend so much time away with her it was expected but I know it's going to tear her apart. I'm so sorry that I'm going to hurt her feelings, but I want to do it in front of her face so I'm not a coward. She was on her was here to visit me so I'm going to tell her at dinner tonight. She was staying at a hotel so I decided to make a quick message asking her.
Y/N Shawn

Hey Y/N/N
Hey Shawnypoo
So do you wanna go out for days net tonight?
Omg yes Shawn but where?
I've made restaurant reservations for Y/F/R at 8
Omg I love you. I'll wear that Red dress you love
Okay Y/N love you too

God I hate lying to her. I check the clock to see the time as 7:15 so I hoped in the shower.

Dressed up in a smart tux with a red tie knowing she was wearing that dress, I styled my hair in its usual style. And I quickly ran to get some roses that I bought. I felt really bad when she walked to the cab, she looked truly beautiful but yet i still didn't feel anything for her. The red dress sparkles in the light and hugged her curves, she had her hair curled and pulled in a cute ponytail and she wore minimal makeup bringing out her true beauty. "Hey Shawn." She said kissing a chaste kiss to my cheek as we rode to the restaurant.

"I'm sorry but this is not working anymore Y/N" I said after a small silence, her happy face slowly turned into a shocked look. "What do you mean Shawn?" She cried her voice cracking at the end. "My feelings for you just are t the same anymore." I said not looking at her crying eyes cause it would break me. "Real feelings don't just go away, did you only love me because you where lonely?" She said her voice cracking the whole way indicting she was fully crying. "Y/N I'm so sorry." I cried letting a tear slip down my cheek. "No don't! Stop it! Leave me alone I'm so done with you." She shouted as i tried to grab her wrist as she stood up. "It's crazy to think that I thought you loved me just as much as I loved you." Was the last thing she said throwing a blue pendant necklace at me which I bought we for our 10 month anniversary. It hurt watching her leave but I know I deserved it, I shouldn't have slept with Camilia on tour, I'm such an idiot.

No Ones POV
It's been 4 years since that day, and Shawn still cried because his feelings for her never did actually go away but his regret and guilt overpowered them. Y/N moved on and started dating Tom Holland after they met at an audition, she was had her baby as she was secretly pregnant to Shawn, he didn't know of course, but Tom made a great dad for the kid. Her baby boy was called Ryan Jack Y/L/N but everyone called him RJ, Shawn never noticed how alike RJ was to Shawn until an award ceremony where she brought her kid. Y/N was already on the red carpet wearing a floor length, curve hugging, dark blue dress which had small sequins on the sweetheart chest that sparked in the light, it had a slit going al the way down the dress from her top tight on the left showing her sparkling blue strap heels. While RJ was decked in a small dark blue suit with a black waistcoat and his dark brown hair was styled up in a quiff showing of his sparkling y/e/c eyes but one was a lazy eye. Shawn started walking down the carpet next in a grey satin suit looking sexy as hell, a photographer wanted the two in one shot together so Y/N stood casually next to Shawn as he wrapped his arms around her. "Perfect stay there." But before the photograph could take the picture Shawn dove down a planted a kiss on her cheek as RJ fiddled with her y/h/c, then the bright light came Y/N slapped Shawn after that and stormed away which many paparazzi caught on camera. RJ just giggled like he usually does.

It was ready, everyone sat down at there respectfully tables and awaited the awards. "First up firm performance we have........... Little Mix and Y/N Y/L\N." Everyone clapped as they walked on stage still in their dresses. The five had decided to sing Woman like me again as it was their most popular song, Jesse stood to the back left of the stage wearing her red dress while Jade stood at the front left in her light pink and Perri and stood wearing their dresses on the right back and front, Y/N stood at the front.

I always say what I'm feeling
I was born without a zip on my mouth
Sometimes I don't even mean it
It takes a little while to figure me out
I like my coffee with two sugars in it
High heels and my jewelry dripping
Drink and I get all fired up (hey, hey, hey)
Insecure but I'm working with it
Many things that I could get rid of
Ain't about to give it up
I made a few mistakes, I regret it nightly
I broke a couple hearts that I wear on my sleeve
My momma always said, "Girl, you're trouble" and
And now I wonder, could you fall for a woman like me
And every time we touch, boy, you make me feel weak
I can tell you're shy and I think you're so sweet
Spending every night under covers and
Still I wonder, could you fall for a woman like me (a woman)
Woman like me, like a woman like me
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me (a woman)
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me
And baby, just be mine for the weekend
We can get a takeaway and sit on the couch
Or we could just go out for the evening
Hopefully end up with you kissing my mouth, ayy, ayy
You got them blue jeans with a rip up in them
My hair with your fingers in it
Love it when you turn me on
'Yoncé with a little bit of
"Love Drunk" in the middle with it
Get down to our favorite song
I made a few mistakes, I regret it nightly
I broke a couple hearts that I wear on my sleeve
My momma always said, "Girl, you're trouble" and
And now I wonder, could you fall for a woman like me
And every time we touch, boy, you make me feel weak
I can tell you're shy and I think you're so sweet
Spending every night under covers and
Still I wonder, could you fall for a woman like me (a woman)
Woman like me, like a woman like me
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me (a woman)
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me

Woman like me, like a woman like me
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me
I've made a few mistakes, I regret it nightly
I broke a couple hearts that I wear on my sleeve
My momma always said, "Girl, you're trouble" and
And now I wonder, could you fall for a woman like me (like a woman like me, yeah)
And every time we touch, boy, you make me feel weak
I can tell you're shy and I think you're so sweet
Spending every night under covers and
Still I wonder, could you fall for a woman like me
(For a woman like me)
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me (oh, woman like me)
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me (uh, na, na, na, na, na)
La-la-la woman like me, like a woman like me (I said)
(A woman like me) Young Yoney, rrrrh

Everyone clapped shocked at how well Y/N could really sing, Shawn sat at his table questioning everything he ever did. But he let the girl leave once again from his life, this time with their kid on her hip and her boyfriends arm around her.