End Or Not

After the excited cheers for me and the angry boos for AJ Lee, the match is on. It's WWE Payback! That payback was done by several neck breakers, pinfalls, clotheslines and many other wrestling moves done by AJ and me. AJ dragged me by my hair in the wrestling ring but immediately, I counter the move and positioned her to get ready for a sidewalk slam but AJ turns herself around me and pulls my arm. I suddenly feel an excruciating agony on my arm that it felt like my arm was getting pulled off.

I heard many people yelling, "BOO!" The pain felt so real that I even heard an agonized scream very close by me but I realized it was my own scream. I could tap out...and let AJ win the Divas Championship match but I refused to let that happen. How long have I been stuck in the Black Widow submission hold? How much more pain could I take? How could I win this match if AJ is manipulating me? What will happen to me? Maybe I could fight out of the submission and still stay alive but the pain was too much for me. If I tapped out, the anguish would be worse than before.

"Are you going to give up Imigie?" the referee asked me over my anguished screams.

I knew that the one and only decision to make would be shown to many people watching this match.

"No!" I replied but there was agony in my voice and it was clearly written on my face.

I'm going to continue to stay in this match. I don't care if I get hurt or if my arm still hurts but all I want is the Divas Championship. I am well willing to retain it. This is my chance!

"Imigie! Imigie! Imigie!"

The crowd had intense confidence in me as I push AJ's arm away from my neck despite the pain I felt on my left arm. Maybe I can win this! I may be weak but I could still fight strong. I was very close to take advantage of AJ...NO! Why? AJ slipped out of my escape and pulled harder on my arm. The agony was intense and very real.

"BOO!"

The crowd completely disapproved what AJ had done to me.

I can't tap out! I can't! I need to take a ride my Divas Championship. I can't end my reign like this! The crowd hated AJ but they love me. I can't do this to them! I can't let them suffer and make myself suffer. The pain kept building up and building up that eventually, I could have been injured. It was a tough decision to make but sudden sting in my heart told me what I had to do.

"I'm sorry," I whispered with my voice full of sorrow. "I'm so sorry. I can't win this. I'm so sorry."

I lifted my right hand and slowly tapped on the floor of the ring.

"BOO!"

The crowd was not very happy to watch me cry in defeat as the pain on my left arm still kept burning and taking a long time to subside.

"Here is your winner and new Divas Champion, AJ Lee!"

The crowd continued booing AJ as I crawled my way to the nearest turnbuckle. I wasn't so sure what kind of pain I felt was worse but the only pain that could beat others was agony.