"Not too long ago my heart had fallen far
My life once was so bright, something that brought delight.
Now I am faced with darkness, something that once wasn't a threat.
But as I am now, confused and hurting inside, I now feel lost and completely hopeless.
I don't know what happened, it's as if my will has died. I don't know what to do. It's almost unbearable, the pain I feel is just too real.
I try to hide the pain inside, I try to force myself not to cry. But it's now at the point where faking a smile only makes me want to die. I'm so lost and afraid, I don't know what to do, I try to run away but that only brings more pain. I just want to make it go away but I'm too scared to try, afraid that if I fail my life would become more dark. Afraid that if I succeed it would still be the wrong choice..."
