After breaking up with drew i got REALLY depressed and had to go to a therapist every week so there goes all my weekend for like 1 year and im getting my name changed to kendalyn because i dont know why but aton of people make fun of my name again dont know why but whatever me and drew eventually became freinds again so it was all good but a new boy came to the school now and his name was alex and now i started liking him and there is a good thing about having a gf/bf/crush because then every day you have a reason to get out of bed to keep going in life to not just lay on the floor and just die i guess qnd being able to have that feeling is just amazing