I can't be sad
If I hold back my tears tonight
Because no one will know
If I tell them I'm fine right
If nobody wants you to
Is there a point in even thinking
I'll hold my head down low
Just to be sure that I'm sinking
Surprisingly I'm cold
Though I grew up in the snow
Some truly bad shit has happened
However nobody can even know
It's more than just depression
I've grown distant as of recent
I've been losing my appetite
And now I won't even was decent
I've cut myself from the world
Making my sink turn red
I guess that's just carma
For keeping it all in my head
