The Loved Unknown. ~ Bts Jungkook X Reader~

chap 8: mend it away

Jungkook Pov

15/03/2013,
Thursday,

Hey Suzy,um I don't know how to say this but I really miss you, I really carve for the thought that I could get to see your face everyday...I am just dealing with stuff that I need to clear out, im messed up so bad...but, I need to look after it by my ways now...well, I hope that guy which you talked about didn't hurt you these days when I was not there with you....I mean, I was not there at all...but still you are always alive and there in my brain...I hope I see you soon and keep me updated...

Love
J.k😄

This is what I wrote with my last tears falling down after 5 freaking days...I miss her so much I didn't even read any of her entry but directly wrote mine in it...so selfish of me haha(sad one)
I messed up everything...and I really don't know how am I supposed to do this all along now..
I messed up with Jennie....
I messed up with Y/n..
I messed up with myself..
I just don't know what is waiting for me ahead....I just that I feel like dying every time I think of her face...

After that incident, I didn't go to school at all. I didn't even come out if my house. I felt I didn't deserve to do so...but today I came..
Not to apologize.
Not to hide.
Not to shed tears.
But just to meet Suzy....it's been a long time since I dairy talked to her, and I'm sure she must be worried......why?

Cuz I was too when she didn't updated me up.
Even if I don't know how she looks or how her attitude is, I can tell that we are like... connected to each other, and I hope she feels the same thou....
I walked normally in the school, but whispers that were heard that were not at all normal. The only thing normal was Jimin hyung coming towads me with a cute smile on his face. Only he looked like I was welcomed to this school, others felt like I was a terrorist.

Jimin: hi! Jungkookie it's been a while... where were you?

Jungkook: um just some works to do...you know.

Jimin: oh well! Let's go to the class together then!

Jungkook: sure hyung, but I have some work in the library, so I will catch up with you later, I promise*smiled*

Jimin: um sure go ahead..but be sure to come fast.

Jungkook: De, hyung!

I went towards the library to keep the dairy. I was about to enter the library when I saw something that could end my life at the spot.

Jungkook: Y-y/n..

She was in a rush and didn't recognise me. She went towards the librarian and started talking something. I couldn't hear anything cuz I was too far away.
She was looking worried.
After talking she turned back and finally saw me.

She was shook.

She really didn't accept to see me in the library. She just turned her way away from me and left.
It hurted me..

I just ignored this and went near the table to keep the dairy. As I was about to keep my dairy, someone caught my hand...

It was none other than Y/n.

Y/n: so now you steal books huh?

Jungkook: what do you mean?

I frowned. I didnt know what she was speaking off.

Y/n: you know everything what I mean jungkook. How do you have this dairy?

Jungkook: okay.. I'm sorry, but it's mine and I'm sharing it with someone very special to me.

Y/n pov

Someone very special to me.

I don't know why..but it hurted...
And how should it not....jk didn't keep the dairy on the table since so many days. I was damm worried. I just used to keep one think in my mind that when will I get to see, I mean read jk's entry....but it's been 5 days he didn't..but now I see Mr.jungkook has this dairy...

I was just staring at him in anger in my eyes...when he spoke.

Jungkook: I'm sorry...I am really sorry, if you give me one last chance to explain my mistake, I will be greatful....please just let me explain...

I siged.

Y/n: see jungkook..I dont have any interest in why you did that disgusting act of yours over Jennie. I just know that I have forgotten that incident from my memory forever...so....I have decided to give you a chance to mend it..

His face was delighted..

Jungkook: to mend it...?

Y/n: yes, to mend it...you have to ask forgiveness from Jennie and bring her back to school and prove the school that you are a changed person....not that heart throb anymore...I hope you get it..

Jungkook: Thanks a lot Y/n.. I will make sure to bring Jennie back to school I promise..

Y/n: keep that promise of yours to yourself... I will just see if you can

Mend it away.

By saying this I turned away forgeting about the dairy At all..

And little did I know that I was happy by talking to jungkook and by giving him a chance..I hope you don't waste it away jungkook

Ah..after a long time I saw my smile in the reflection of the glass shelves ...felt better..