𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚 | 𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙢𝙖

two

emma
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two days later
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"hey em!"

my head moves to the familiar voice, it's hannah as she's skipping slightly down the hallway. i laugh at her and hope she doesn't slip from the wet floors because of this rainy day

"hey han, why are you so happy?" i ask as i lean up against my locker. she ignoring for a second trying to open her locker

she's been struggling to open her locker since freshman year

she finally gets it open with a smiles before looking over at me "just one of those days i guess" she giggles looking away

"have you seen amanda?"

"yea she's over there with grayson" she turns nodding toward amanda and grayson as they lean against her locker laughing.

grayson is a genuine person, he would never break anyone's heart. and that's why i trust him so much with amanda's, because you can tell by his face that he's slowly falling for the gorgeous girl standing in front of him. you can also tell by the way he stares at every feature of her's, taking in every curve and dip she has.

"i'm so happy for her" hannah says as she stares at them with sad, lonely eyes. she wants something like that you can tell. she's never had a boyfriend or a crush. she's always alone if she's not at school. hannah moves out of her parents place because her parents where so emotionally abusive. they would say such hateful untrue things to her, to the point where she didn't want to live anymore.

but i refused to have such a magnificent person be treated like that. so me and amanda helped her out of that hell hole.

i nudge her lightly with a smile, she looks over at me with sad eyes before also putting on a smile "don't worry about it han, you'll have that someday too"

she smiles at me again before looking back at them for a quick second then drawing her attention back to her locker.

i hear ellie's laugh and i can't help but to slowly draw my attention to her, just to see if ethan's there.

and to my luck he is.

he's staring right at me.

i can't look away, all i can do it lock eyes and keep staring. it feels like hours that i'm staring into his greenish brown eyes

smile. just fucking smile emma. you look like a fucking creep if you just keep staring.

before i could smile i hear ellie's beautiful laugh, and that immediately draws ethans attention. my body slumps as a realize how stupid i looked. i need to get out of here before i turn into a fucking baby and start crying.

i look over at hannah and smile a painful smile "hey i'm going to go to my car, i forgot something, okay?" she smiles at me before noticing my look. she gives me a pitty smile before bringing me in for a hug and a kiss on the forehead.

and in a way her efforts of trying to comfort me slightly work. she smiles again my smiles immediately reflecting hers as i walk off as fast as i can.

i run through the pouring rain, my shoes getting soaked along with my hair.

i plop my soaked ass in my car seat, immediately turn on the car to put the heat on. why am i such an idiot? why did i push him away? why  couldn't i juts like him back?!

my body jumps as i look up to see ethan, drenched in rain as he try's to shield his face.

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i apologize for this dumb ass chapter, bless