It's Up To Fate

Chapter 1.

I once thought that someone could not live after losing the people they loved, but when you experience it you find out that life continue, and that love can come after hate.

I lost a lot of things in my life, but when I lost the most important person, I thought I was alone and wouldn't be able to smile again, I was wrong, god gave me a gift but I had to figure it out, It wasn't easy though, but there's nothing impossible. My life was just a blank white paper and when I realised it was just that, I had to start coloring it. My life was so ordinary, living with my parents .. only that they've had a few fights, going to school, having good grades, studying, going out with my school friends. I haven't experienced anything adventurous, anything interesting. I may have had a few heart breaks over my 17 years but only two of them were serious, after the first heart break, my blank paper started to have another colour other than the white. And after the second heart break, another colour was painted on my paper, but it was black. I knew I had to change the black colour and replace it with another, I knew my life had to be changed, I couldn't live heart broken forever but it was hard when I was living with someone I hated, well hate is a little harsh, I didn't want to live there but I knew I had to. I started to try and live again after my second heart break only this week, I tried a lot of times before but I always failed, I couldn't just forget what happened when I lived with him, Niall.

"Niall, you have any plans for tonight?" I asked. I don't want to go out with him, I want to go to the party but my car is being repaired and I need a ride. I finished my makeup and waited for him to answer while doing my hair.

"Yeah, why?"

"Not asking you to come with me, obviously." I said harshly "I actually want a ride." I heard him chuckle before he entered my room.

"I never thought that." He said. "You going to a party tonight?" I wasn't always that kind of a girl to always go to parties, I went to my first party when Niall came to my school but I spent a lot of time regretting going to a party with him, but I decided to try and go again without him. I had so much fun that night and I started going to a few parties since then. After my second heartbreak, I went to more parties trying to forget what happened but I couldn't and still trying.

"Yeah. And you are driving me there." I finally answered his question after a long pause.

"A little bossy, don't you think?" He smirked

"Are you going to drive me or not?"

"Yeah, I can drive you."

I sat on the bed to put my heels on as he walked out of the room, "if you want me to drive then you need to come now or I'm leaving." I went downstairs and follow him out the front door and to his car.

"No, you sit in the back." He said as soon as I opened the passenger door.

"What? No I won't sit in the back." I said while opening the door again.

"Brad is coming with me and I don't want him thinking shit about us so sit in the back and if you don't like it then don't come." He said reminding me of how last year when he was still at school with me, we always drove together so they thought we were together.

I huffed and got in the backseat of the car. Five minutes passed before the car stopped infront of his friend's house. I think I remember him from last year.

"Hey." he said as he got in the car. "Why is your girl sitting in the back?" He smirked.

"He's not my boyfriend." I said at the same time that Niall said, "she's not my girlfriend, asshole."

"Well, it seemed like it." Brad shrugged.

The rest of the ride was niall laughing with brad at stupid things as I waited silently to arrive at the party. After what feels like hours we finally stopped infront of the large house. Niall opened the door to get out, "Where are you going?"