It's Up To Fate

Chapter 10.

Niall parked his car in front of the building and I made my way to him. he looked confused, he will probably yell at me for not listening to him. When I got in the car, he didn't say anything, he didn't even look at me, he just started driving. His silence is killing me, he told me to call him if I need anything but now he didn't look happy, like this morning. We stayed in silence no one knew how to break this silence, it was kind of awkward. I didn't know what did louis say to him so I don't know how much he knows. I collected the courage inside me to speak up, I wanted to tell him very bad he's the only one who can comfort me. He seemed deep in thought as he focused on the road, I could tell that he was nervous and angry. He looked like he just woke up, his hair down in a messy way, and his eyes were so sleepy, "Were you sleeping? I'm sorry if I woke you up."

"It's okay, I had to wake up anyway." He didn't look at me.

"Okay." I said and looked out the window. "Are you mad at me?"

"No."

"It seems like it." I couldn't seem to shut up and he was getting angry.

"Well, I'm not."

"Why are you being an asshole? Did I do something to you?"

"No Tamara. And I am not being an asshole, I could've easily left you here with no way to come home." His voice was getting louder and I was sure the next time he would yell at me.

"What did louis tell you when he called you?" I didn't know whether louis told him about Jace or not, by the way he was acting now, he seemed to know and he would fight with me when we get home, I knew it.

"God, tamara. Can't you just shut up. I have just woken up and you're getting on my nerves." He yelled at me. I stayed silent the rest of the drive until we finally got home. When the car stopped, I instantly got out of the car and went into the house without any word to him. He would be a jerk the whole night so I'd just go to my room and talk to him tomorrow. But as I started to go up the stairs, he grabbed my arm to stop me, "What?" I snapped

"Where are you going?"

"To my room. I don't want to talk now."

"But I want to, You're the one who didn't listen to me when I told you that jace isn't good." He shouted.

"I'm sorry I didn't listen to you. Now let go of me."

"Really? You're sorry? So you'll just argue with me and not listen to me then tell me you're sorry. What if something had happened to you. And I warned you before." I knew he was going to shout at me and tell me that I'm stupid for not listening to him. "I told you he wasn't the best person to go with, I told you he was going to force himself on you but you just laughed and told me I can't control you, you're so stupid. You should've listened to me." I had hoped he would comfort me and tell me it's okay, I made a mistake and everyone makes mistakes, he would hug me while I cry in his arms. But I know better than that, I knew he would shout at me or make fun of me. I felt the tears coming but I didn't want to cry infront of him, he would laugh at me. I ran upstairs to my room and slammed the door shut behind me. I threw my heels on the floor and took a t-shirt and shorts from the closet and changed. I laid on my bed and cried again. I didn't know why I was crying really, but it's not because of Jace.

"Tamy?" I heard Niall calling from behind the door. I didn't answer him. "Tamara open the door." I didn't answer so he opened the door himself, I forgot to lock the door. He sat on the edge of the bed and I turned my face away so I'm not facing him.

"Are you crying?" He tried to make me look at him but I turned away. "What did he do to you? Louis told me he tried to kiss you?" So louis told him that he just kissed me.

"I should have listened to you, I'm sorry." I said regretting not listening to him.

"What happened? He only kissed you, right?" He asked. He sat closer to me and waited for me to answer him.

"Well, Uhm.." I don't know if I should tell him or not. "Tell me. What else did he do?" He asked and I know that I should tell him now.

"The night was going great he asked me to dance with him and I did. Then he told me that he was going to get a drink." I paused to see if he was listening or not. I was nervous and I didnt know how he would react. He nodded at me to continue.

"I waited for him but he didn't show up so I searched for him outside, there was no one there, then I felt a pair of strong arms pushing me into the wall, it was him. I tried to pull away," He looked at me waiting for me to finish.

"He laid his hands on me and roamed my body with his dirty hands Niall, and tried to rip my dress, I've never done anything before and I didn't want him to force me into something I wasn't ready for. he was strong and I couldn't push him away from me." I said, my voice full of disgust and I couldn't stop the tears falling from my eyes as I remembered what he did. Niall was angry now, I could see it in his eyes.

"Did he um.. Had he done it?" He asked angrily and I knew what he was talking about.

"No." I said. "But eventually Liam saw us and pushed him away and after an hour I saw him making out with Summer." I added. I felt the tears coming faster now. "Liam saw Jace tugging at my dress it's not something I wanted him to see really, but he didn't say anything, he tried to comfort me until I found Louis and told him to call you, I knew you would yell at me, I was right, and I hate you for that, I really hate you so much Niall."

"You're not right, well, you are but I know you don't hate me. I'm sorry Tamy." He said and put his hand around my waist bringing me closer to him then hugged me. He hugged me tighter and moved his hands up and down my back to comfort me. To be honest, I wasn't expecting that from him he somehow managed to calm me down.

"I will make him regret what he did." Niall said in my ear, his voice was low just for me to hear.
"Why did you threaten him to go away from me?" I asked and made eye contact with him but he looked away quickly.

"How do you know that?"

"I just know, why did you do it, Niall?"

"You don't have to know." He said.

"I want to know."

"Okay.. Well.. Remember the night.." He started still looking away from me.

"No.. I don't want to talk about that night." I interrupted him. I didn't want to remember that night, it was the worst night of my life.

"Yeah, told you you don't have to know." He tried to smile but failed. "Well.. I'll leave you to sleep and I'll deal with Jace tomorrow."

"No, Niall please. Don't do anything to him, it's okay I'm not going to see him again anyway." I plead him. I didn't want any problems with anyone, I knew what he did was terrible but I didn't want any drama.

"But.."

"Niall please."

"Fine. But if I knew that he tried to do anything again I will kill him, I swear it." He threatened and I couldn't help myself, I laughed hard.

"What? Why are you laughing?" He pouted. He looked so young that way.

"Nothing. It's just that you were never worried about me like that." I said and he smiled before ruffling my hair.

"I'll leave you to sleep now, goodnight Tamy." He said and stood up from the bed but I grabbed his wrist to stop him.

"Don't leave." I whispered. he didn't say anything, he just smiled and took his shoes off then laid beside me playing with end of my hair.