Here i am again with my emotions on paper.
As my eyes are closed
My tears froze
I no longer feel the pain
I no longer feel my skin
Its like someone brutally murdered my soul.
I dont know what i am upto.
I dont where this shadow is going to lead me.
I only know that it gets darker with each step.
With each step i am changing
Wearing a mask as a void grows on my chest.
Its here, this shadow that i feel. is it me or is it you i cant really see you hear you but i somehow feel you creeping up on me.
Ik the worlds not gonna see me again
This shadow has taken my place while i am loosing myself.
I am loosing myself in a pond thats filled with fear, insecurity and pain.
I am shaking my hands with the dark part of my mind.
It's something that i have never done
I guess i will just have to run
I have to run till my lungs give out
But theres no hope
As i try to cope
