March 11, 2019

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Calories: ~300
Weight: 93

Fasting, not eating at all. It's really not difficult when eating makes you feel a pang of guilt.

I didn't eat at all today and I planned to keep it that way but my family insisted I eat dinner. I told them I wasn't feeling well and said I might throw up but of course they didn't care. I had to eat a taco/burrito thingy. I don't know how many calories are in a taco smaller than your hand, so I'll just say I ate 300 calories right there.

Tomorrow my mom has work which means 'leftover night', it's easy to skip.

If I keep this up I'll always stay this same weight forever. I'll get fat. Fat. Fat. How could I eat. I just threw away all my progress. Sorry I'm getting on a tangent. I truly feel like a pig though.

Tomorrow I'll try harder.
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