From Best Friends to Lovers • on hold

Chapter 11 : Broken Hearted

Chapter 11

"Broken Hearted"

Ariana's POV:

My heart was pounding when I heard Megan's explanation. I can't believe that my best friend fell in love with the guy that I've been looking for. But it doesn't mean that Megan is getting my zayn for her. Its okay. My drink from my hand fell off in the ground. Every pieces of mug scattered around and everybody started to stare at me. And my drink spilled all over the floor. It was my fault but I know it's just an accident. I have to pay for all of this mess.

Then Megan gestured the waiter. "Sorry for that. We'll pay" Megan apologized but I'm not still responding. I don't know what to say after Megan said to me. My mouth begun to shut off, it zippers forever. My teeth was bitting, I don't know why ?? I'm not even in cold or something

"Are you okay ?? I'm sorry" Megan said worriedly as touching my back soothingly.

I took a breath, alternately inhaled and exhaled. "Yes" I utter back uncomfortably.

"I hurt you, Ariana, I'm sorry" She repeated. I close my eyes once again and thinking what will I answer.

Heart broken

Zayn and Megan are in a thing now

Every words, shuffling in my mind and I was stunned and shocked frantically when I heard Megan. I can't take this anymore. I need to go home rather than to listen Megan's words but I'm not really mad at her. It won't be bad that I convince her to broke up with him ?? Right ? So crazy of me. I know they liked each other. I don't merely want to talk to her right now.

I stood up, removing the mess I had in my body. I step away to go through the Bathroom without any noise. But before I contine pushing the door, I glanced at her and winced sheepishly. I entered it but didn't locked. I faced in front of the mirror and start screeching. But why ?? Zayn likes her not me. I can't breath at this time.

Please. Please removed the events out of my mind. The bomb is ticking, placed at my mind. Apparently, its hard. Its hard to change myself. I wanna be a perfect girl that is perfect for Zayn. Last time, I've been in a friendzone but it doesn't hurt. I hide it, not showing them that I'm really hurt. True love isn't true. I'm begging. How will Forever stay longer ??

I snatched a roll of tissue, slowly wiping my tears streaming down my face. Leaning to the mirrow and urging to smiled. "Ariana, give up" I muttered to myself and fixing myself. 4 step forward and I open the door but unexpected that Megan is here. She abruptly hugged me like she never see me before. Squeeze and tightly, with a melodramatic movements.

I compell her to moved away. "Megan, stop. I'm fine" I said with a little strict in my face.

"So sorry Ariana. Its just, Zayn is sacrifing for me and I can't deny it. So I agree, I can't take it anymore seeing him, getting tired just to see me everyday" she stated and I think, she wants to forgive her then she knelt after me.

"Oh c'mon. Its okay" I swatted some words and grabbed her shoulder to propped up and urged not to cry and feeling sorry for me.

"You're not angry any more ??" She asked anxiously and knitted her eyebrow.

I shook my head and smiled fakely. "Yes" Pretending that I'm pretty much proud to both of them. Them !! You know, Zayn and Her.

"Lets go" she said happily but I get confused. Later, she seems sad but when I forgive her, so happy. She don't want me to look sad ;) Thank goodness my best friends is here but not to mention she fell in love with my crush. What is that even mean ??

"Catch up with you later" I said back then she leave. I rummage my bag to get some powder to put on my face. I don't want to sabotage my face and embarass it.