I have two women in my life that I love so much.
Is that even wrong?
I love them both in different ways.
Beatris was my first love. She has been my life, my everything. I know for a fact that I can't imagine a world without her. I look up to her, I think of her every second of my life, and I love her more than she knows.
But she left. She left me without a word but I never hated her even a little because I love her.
And then Aria came. She ... she was like her. But I see beyond reasons. I saw how beautiful she was in her own amazing ways and .. I .. I fell for her.
So hard, I fell.
But I've never forgotten Beatris. She's still in my mind, in my heart, and in my soul.
Should I choose? No. I don't need to.
But I know that I can't have them both.
Not now. Not ever.
Because I lost Beatris. She left. And sometimes, people leave because they have to.
I love Aria.
But I'll always love Beatris, my mom, and I know she's needed up there.
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