This Is A Kill Or Be Killed World. Everyone Will Leave You Eventually, But If You Kill Them And Preserve Their Body Somewhere Within Your Walls They Will Forever Be With You. You Lay There Falling Asleep To Their Ghostly Moans, As To Kill Them And Keep Them With You For Eternity, No Matter How Hard You Try To Stop You Can't. "Why" You Think To Yourself. Every Time You Start To Love Someone You Murder Them And Preserve Them. You No Longer Have A Choice, You Have Made A Deal With An Entity Worse Than Satan, You Deary Have Made A Deal With The Inner Of Your Own Soul. A Mighty Dark Place Many Never Find.
"Here I Sit, Crying Away My Problems, Holding The Blade, Feeling The Metal Run Between My Fingers As I Decide Whether I Should Or Should Not. What Happens Next? Do I Give In Or Do I Fight The Urge? It Changes From Time To Time. Sometimes I'm Strong, Other Times I'm Weak, There's Nothing I Can Do About It Really. It's Become Something I Have To Just Live And Deal With" - Pablo
