[Y/N] POV
"Mom... what is love?"
"Oh! Umm... Well, [Y/N]-chan, you see... it's a strong feeling of affection. When you love someone else, it means that you always want to stay by their side... That you always want to make them happy..."
"Mom... what is happiness?"
"Eh? What's with all these weird questions?"
"..."
"Well... when you feel very strongly about something and that thing is something good... then, you feel happy"
"I understand. Mom"
"Yes, [Y/N]-chan?"
"How will I find happiness?"
"Well... if you do something that entertains you... something that you'll want to do all over again and you feel very strongly about it, then... you'll feel happy, I guess"
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I never understood emotions...
I was never able to feel... anything...
Was it my fault...
...that I was born... emotionless?
I always had to play pretend to avoid any teasing or bullying...
I had to pretend that I was feeling...
Happy when something good happened...
Sad when something bad happened...
But in reality...
...I was just an emotionless girl...
Or an 'emotionless brat' how my own mother called me whenever she was mad at me...
Until one day... in a park near our house...
I saw three teenagers that were playing with a cat...
But...
The cat was buried in the sandbox... only its head was outside the sand, 'screaming' for its life...
I could feel...
Curiosity...
I just wanted to see what was going to happen to the poor, frightened, cat...
The next thing I remember... the three young boys took some peebles from their pockets... taking aim and throwing the colorful stones in the kitten's head...
They hit the cat in the head only a few times until they grew bored and left...
The cat was still 'screaming', especially when I came into the park and saw me take in my small hand... a sharp stone...
Taking aim, the cat's 'screams' got even louder until it stopped...
It stopped when I hit its head...
The blood splattered on the sand, painting it in a deep red as I aproached it...
It was... fascinating...
For the first time in forever I felt...
Happy... and proud of myself at the same time...
As I continued to stare at my 'masterpiece', a voice called for me, until it started to sound more clearer as I took out the sand the dead cat...
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Love Can Be Shared (Happy Sugar Life x Reader)
Fanfiction'I feel... nothing...' 'What is even love?' 'How does it taste like?' 'Will my love jar be empty forever...?' I don't own any of these characters, they belong to their respective owner, Tomiyaki Kagisora The only characters that belong to me are the...
