"oh no it's not like that" i said jumping up and away from zion
zion and nick stared at eachother down for a good minute until nick turned and looked at me
"i believe you but i don't trust him so i don't know" he says
"man .. if i did want her i would have her now chill" zion says standing up now towering over nick
"please calm down it's not even that serious" i said standing in between the two
"whatever" nick says waving zion off
"zion can we finish this later" i asked
"yeah..control your little boyfriend though" he says walking back in his room smirking
he's such a child.
"lets go" i said dragging nickaway and into his room
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"i fucking hate him" nick screams grabbing his hair"don't say that" i replied
"why not it's the truth..he's so egotistical" nick says
"wow using big words are we" i said mocking him
"oh shut up" he laughs trying to hide the smile forming on his face
"come here" i said patting the empty space on the bed next to me
"im sorry if that looked weird i-" i was cut of by nick kissing me
"you don't have to apologize..i know this shit is complicated with him" he sighs
"thank you" i smile
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i had woken up around two o'clock in the morning laying on nicks chest. i really had to use the bathroom so i tried getting out of nick's hold but it was almost impossible."nick" i whisper causing him to stir around in his sleep
"hm" he mumbles
"let me go" i laugh
"no" he says
"i have to pee" i whine and he finally lets go.
once i had gotten out of nick's grip i went and used the bathroom and decided to go downstairs for a drink of water.
when i got downstairs i heard music coming from the garage so i wanted to see what it was.
i walked in the garage to find brandon in there making beats.
i stop and just listen. until brandon finally turns around and sees me standing there.
"oh my bad did i wake you" he says
"no you're good .. i was down here for some water and i heard you. it's really good by the way" i say walking further in the garage and taking a seat next to him
"thank you..we've never really spoken before" he laughs
"i know it's weird..im always with nick, zion or edwin" i reply
"how's that whole thing going anyways- if you don't mind he asking" he says
"oh you're fine.. i need some one to talk to about it anyways" i sigh
"i know i brought this whole thing on myself by even messing with zion after nick. i don't know it's like i love nick even after what he did to me. i have feelings for zion but just because of the history with nick i feel like i lean towards him more when it comes to a relationship. then on top of that i fucked up their friendship, they're basically beefing over me and i hate it" i say shaking my head
"if you want my advice I'd say write a song about it" he laughs which caused me to laugh
"nah for real i would say leave all the dickheads alone.. if this is causing all this stress for you take a break from all of it. then maybe come back and see if anything is still there" he says
"why didn't i meet you first" i joke making me and him laugh at the same time
for almost an hour brandon and i bonded over his music. i realized he would be an amazing friend.
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kaylaniraee: kinda into this music thing🤫 thank u @brandon_arreaga !
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deep ; nicholas carter mara
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