|Areum was waiting in the restaurant patiently. She ordered a coffee and could taste the bitterness of the coffee clearly. Her tongue got dry from it and she ordered water. While looking around and searching for Soobin she saw him standing in the entrance walking around nervously|
|Areum waved at him and he looked at her shocked.
He bit his lip , hurried to Areum and took a seat. Areum looked at all his bruises and cuts on his arm. She wanted to ignore it but she still cared.|Kim Areum:
"Are you a gangster? Did you got beaten up from gangsters"Soobin:
"It's nothing... you can order food "Kim Areum:
"I already did "|The waitress came to the table with a big plate of noodles and 5 packs of food to bring home. Soobin looked at her with a confused face but let her get what she wanted . Areum already ordered something for Soobin and looked at him telling him to eat as if it's on her|
Soobin:
"You still eat with a fork like back then "Kim Areum:
".... what do you want to tell me "Soobin:
"I'm sorry for leaving you ...and hurting you "Kim Areum:
"You didn't hurt me. I didn't care "|Soobin looked down to his food knowing that she suffered because of him. He tried to take another bite of the noodles but he was shaking too hard. He looked at her again holding his tears. I'm sorry. It's my fault that your smile fade away|
Kim Areum:
"What I didn't care I'm not lying "Soobin:
"Why aren't you swearing at me "Kim Areum:
"I don't have enough energy for it today "Soobin:
"You don't need to forgive me. But I'm still sorry "Kim Areum:
"You're an asshole but I still forgive you. Not because I trust you or care about you. I do it because my soul deserves peace "Soobin:
"Well then I'm happy you found your peace. Thank you "|Areum stuffed her face with the food to stop her from crying. But then suddenly she looked back to him and became teary eyes. Why should I bottle myself up and lie about my feelings? Soobin I'm going to tell you everything |
Kim Areum:
"To be honest. I did care. I did cry all the time. I felt like i was going to die. I knew you would break me but still a little part of me deep in my heart hoped you would fucking not. You made me feel awful. I was so in love with a person who caused the pain in my chest. I'm not as happy as back then because I'm thinking about the shit you've done to me all the time. It left a scar in my heart. And yes I still care about you. I'm over you but not completely. But that's normal. And I know human make mistakes but I don't want to see you in the future. I need to let go and grow. And you forgive yourself and move on "