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You looked back and forth between your books and Liam, who was sitting at his desk, writing down information you needed for your presentation next week in history class. He was shuffling his feet under the chair in the same rhythm he tapped the tip of his pen against his textbook.
Both you and Liam were in your second year of high school together and you've dreaded something ever since you started high school – the fact that you still were a virgin, and your heart rate increased every time you thought about it.
"Liam?" you called him softly, getting his attention right away as he turned around in the chair to look at you. He met you with a frown on his face, his lips pressed into a thin line, probably trying to give you a vague smile before talking. "How are you?"
You shook your head lightly in confusion and pouted. "I'm fine. Why?" you asked, cursing under your breath when you'd heard your voice bail on you. Liam flashed you yet another smile before sitting down on the bed beside you, placing a comforting hand on your arm.
"Your heart is beating like crazy-" he began. "-are you nervous about the presentation? You know we got almost a whole week left until the-" Liam explained and you interrupted him to burst out your current bigger problem.
"Can we have sex?" your question making Liam's jaw drop and his eyes widen. You felt your whole face becoming warm and red since he got quiet for a while, when you looked up at him, you could see his cheeks had turned slightly pink.
He knew that you were a virgin since you tell him everything, everything from success to problems and maybe that was why Liam looked at you with a combination of confusion and awe.
You let out a nervous giggle. "I'm sorry Liam, I'm just having trouble to focus on anything else when that's the only thing the girls in the locker room talk about-" you explained, voice shaking due to nervousness.
"-I was thinking, since you and Hayden-" you continued and he interrupted you by grabbing your arm again. "-And you want me to be your first?" he couldn't help feeling flattered by the idea that you had asked him about this.
You bit your lip to hide a shy smile and nodded. "Yes. Because you're my best friend and I trust you-" you began, stopping when he intertwined his fingers with yours. "-that's why I'm totally fine if you don't want to since-" you continued but got interrupted once again by Liam placing himself closer to you, faces inches apart as he spoke. "I'll show you Y/N."
He took his free hand to wrap around your wrist, making you sit face to face with him, watching how he flickered his eyes back and forth between your eyes and lips. "I think we should start with kissing." Liam said with a low voice, making you start to shake, he noticed that.
"Don't be afraid. I'm here the whole time." You nodded and licked your lips, watching him as he leaned in. Before your lips met, you had time to think about how soft and juicy Liam's lips looked like, how eager they seemed to wanted to taste yours.
Once they placed themselves on yours, you let out a surprised moan since they were just as soft as they looked like. Liam smiled into the kiss and placed his hands on your jaw, caressing your cheeks with his thumbs as he kissed you.
Liam licked your bottom lip and you opened your mouth to let him enter his tongue. It was tricky at first, but his tongue guided yours and you were soon in symbiosis with each other's movements.
He backed away, smiling when he saw your swollen lips. "That was good." He purred and you nodded in agreement, still not talking since you knew your voice were going to shake. "Here's the thing Y/N, foreplay is just as important as the whole thing-" Liam looked into your eyes the whole time he spoke.
"-I'm going to touch you now and I'm going to start with above the clothes, and you have to tell me if you're not okay with anything as I'm doing it." His blue eyes almost pierced you with the look he gave you and you still just nodded as answers. "I need to hear you say that it's okay."
"I'm okay with it." You answered him, raising your eyebrows when you noticed the confident tone you had now. Liam smiled proudly as he leaned in to kiss you again, this time; one of his hands found your thigh, stroking the skin as he worked his way up to your waist.
He went through your body with his touches, sometimes sliding under your clothes to touch your skin and constantly checking with you if you were okay with it. A sound of relief left your lips when he used his both hands to touch the inside of your thighs. Liam's hand seemed to burn through the fabric of your jeans and you felt a pool of arousal grow in them.
"Lay down." Liam urged and you did as he said, your head hitting the pile of pillows as you fell back. He spread your legs a little to place himself between them, placing his hands on your hips. "I'm going to take off your jeans now." He said and you nodded with a smile.
He unbuttoned them and let the zipper slide down slowly, hooking his fingers into the hem of your jeans to yank them down your hips. A grunt left Liam's lips when your pants were down your thighs; the smell of your arousal hitting him like a punch in the face.
"You smell delicious." Making you blush and bit your lip in anticipation. He placed the fabric on the floor just beneath the bed and grabbed your ankles, wrapping them around his hips to yank you closer, making you gasp in surprise and feel your heart skip a beat.
Sorry." Liam whispered and helped you to sit up, guided you to lift up your arms. He placed a sweet kiss on your lips before tugging the hem of your shirt. His blue eyes were darker now and he looked like the hungry wolf you knew he were.
"I'm okay." you whimpered when he looked questioning at you. Within a second, the shirt was off your body and placed beside your jeans. Your back hit the mattress when he guided you down, placing yet a kiss on your neck.
"C-can you undress as well?" you asked shyly and he nodded before standing up, undressing as you watched him with wide eyes. You'd never looked at Liam in that way before, and now you couldn't help but admire his toned body as piece by piece of clothing disappeared from his body.
Liam climbed into the bed, eyeing your body with admire as he licked his lips. He hovered you with his body, kissing his way from your hip, waist, chest, shoulders, collarbones and neck. Each and every kiss sent jolts of pleasure through your body and soon you were squirming beneath him.
"How are you feeling?" he asked with a low voice, kissing your jaw until you spoke. "Very good." Your voice was weak with pleasure and Liam smiled when he saw your warm cheeks, red with excitement.
"Are you okay with me undressing you completely?" his question immediately got you nervous and he comforted you with stroking your cheek with his thumb, trying to slow down your heartbeats with his caress.
You nodded when you felt relaxed again. Liam dragged the fabric of your underwear down your legs, kissing the same trail as he slid them down. You helped him by unclasping your bra, tossing it away just to leave Liam mesmerized by the sight of your naked body.
Even though you've known each other your whole life, everything felt new and you were nervous. Liam placed his hands on your inner thighs, stroking their way up towards your core, looking you into the eyes to check if you were alright, which you were, of course.
I'll be gentle." His usually bright blue eyes were replaced by a darker hue when two of his fingers stroked along your soaked folds. Your hips started to buck, more uncontrollable the more Liam curled his fingers inside of you, hitting a sweet spot that started to build a knot in your stomach.
A desperate whimper of displeasure left your lips when Liam extracted his fingers, the loss of contact made your body ache for him. He came forward, hovered your body with his as he leaned down to capture his lips with yours.
The kisses were sweet and your fingers tangled themselves in his hair, tugging it when you felt his hips buck against yours, the tip of his member teasing your entrance repeatedly. He paused his kisses for a while to look at you. "Is this going to hurt?"
Liam took strands of hair to push them behind your ears. "Don't you worry Y/N, I'll absorb the pain if necessary." His husky voice got you even more excited of things to come. Then he rolled off you to reach for the nightstand, shuffling along the stuff in there to finally fish out a condom.
"These are also very important, and remember that's just as much your responsibility as the guy's." you nodded and shyly watched him slid out his boxer to attach it. "I know, it's having a very distinct smell." Smiling once he saw you wrinkling your nose at the rubbery smell.
He lined up in front of your entrance and you took a deep breath, trying to relax once he slowly pushed himself inside of you. You let out a whimper, squeezing your eyes shut to embrace the pain, but it didn't come.
Instead, the stinging feeling was quickly replaced by delight and you could see Liam's veins darken to black as he absorbed the pain you were exposed to. The soft moans left your lips once he started to rock his hips against yours and you wrapped your arms around his neck to push his face closer to yours.
He expected a kiss but instead you tilted his head up, nipping at the thin skin on his neck, dragging out a animalistic growl from Liam's chest once he felt how you sucked in the skin between your teeth. The bruise healed quickly and you marked him again and then again, since it seemed to send him pleasure.
Stop doing that." Liam hissed once you moved from his neck to the sweet spot below his ear. "Why?" you smirked and quirked one eyebrow. "Because I'm not going to last long if you keep doing that." He explained with a husky voice and he buried his face into the crook of your neck to muffle out several grunts.
You kept on teasing him and he let out frustrated moans as he watched your amused face. Your insecurity was almost fully gone when you saw what you did to Liam in this situation. He grunted and let one of his hand slid between your bodies, down to your core where he helped you come closer to your release along with his thrust.
A gasp of pleasure left your lips when the knot of pleasure started to build in your stomach again and Liam had to muffle another animalistic sound when you started to clench around him. His eyes almost rolled back in his head when you reached your peak, making him also stumble over the edge by the way your hips bucked towards his.
Liam lay on top of you for a while after you both came down from your highs, caressing your face and kissed you repeatedly as it made you giggle. "I'm actually glad we did this." Liam admitted and your face turned crimson, making him question your reaction.
See Liam, there's a reason why I asked you to help me with this-" you began. "-and it's not just because you're my best friend." You explained and he pursed his lips into a smile, then frowning due to confusion.
"Because I've always wanted my first time to be with someone I really, really love. " as soon as Liam understood what you meant, his whole face turned into happiness as he placed his free hand on the back of your neck, pushing your face towards his to capture your lips into a kiss.
When you broke apart, he nudged your forward with his, feeling his breath in your face as he spoke. "You don't know how long I've been waiting for you to say something like that."
