MY FUCKING LIFE SOME TIME, I'm done with it sometimes. I wish I had a better life people are not liking me because I like anime so fucking what, nothing ever happened in my life I'm just another person in a sea of people. Never meant to do anything with there life. I just wish I could die sometimes and no one would care. It's like I never even matter. I'm a nobody, I don't exist and I wish I could till people thing sometimes and just have a better life then I do now. I hate school because it make us lose are happiness and make us grow up. I never want to grow up but I will. I hate my body because I'm fat and people say I'm not and my mom makes me have body issues because of it. I hate my family because I never paid attention to I'm a shadow. No one like to talk to me I could sit at my table and none of my friends talk to me sometimes. I wish I could just die then every would be better for everyone else because I don't exist. I wish I was noticed by people. I wish I could feel like the only person that really love me is me. I'm never going to find someone for me for like the way I am. I wish people like me for being me. I just wish I could tell my friends the topics I'm sensitive to. I was a mistake and I'm not joking my mom wanted only one kid so she had my brother and then five years later I was born. I wish my dad would not make me his favorite just because I'm a girl and he felt like he failed my brothers. I hate faking my emotions sometimes. I hate my life and thank you for who ever read this and not just skip it. I need a place to dump my complaints. I feel like I'm fucking dying on the inside.
