Left alone|| NamjoonxReader

Chapter 5

Namjoon's pov 

-before landing in Chicago-

As we were packing I could hear all the boys screaming and yelling and laughing and running and etc. We're fuckin BTS biggest boyband in the whole motherfuckin world yet we act like we're 5 chasing each other and threatening to kill each other over the dumbest smallest things ever.

Sometimes I wonder how proud Y/n would be if she saw where I was at now. She probably knows tho. We're fuckin BTS. 

I still don't know why she left, she should've told me if I was doing something wrong. What did I do wrong?

Did I not spend enough time with her?

Was she getting bored of me?

Was I too ugly?

Was I too immature?

Did I not make her happy?

It could have been anything and everything, yet I won't ever have an answer. At least until I see her again and I doubt I will.

-time skip to the concert day-

It's the day of the concert, I know I've done this hundreds of times but I still can't get rid of the anxiety I feel. If y/n were still with me she'd be able to calm me down but you know.. she's gone.

Anyways, I walked over to Jungkook and Jimin who were going over the choreography for Idol.

Your pov

-day of the concert-

I was hoping this day would never come. I was awoken very rudely by Areum jumping up and down on my bed.

"MOMMY IM GONNA SEE BTS IM GONNA SEE BTS MOMMMYYY WAKE UPP"
"Baby please it's too early" I said checking my phone that was resting on the nightstand next to my bed. "It's literally 7:30am babygirl"
"I don't care mommy. We need to be there early"
"Baby the concert starts at 7PM . Come on let's go back to sleep" I groaned, but I knew she wasn't gonna go back to sleep and I was gonna end up having to get up.

"No mommy, I saw a video that explained we need to get there the earliest we can. Some people even camp out!" She exclaimed. I looked at her confused
"And where did you see the video?"
"With uncle Chan. He said we need to be prepared for anything!" She smiled proudly
"I'll murder you chan" I muttered
"COME ONN SO I CAN WAKE UP APPA"
"NO HONEY! Hyunjin never gets up this early and he will be mad at you" I said. Hyunjin wouldn't appreciate getting up at this time.

"He can't be mad at me. He loves me too much" she responded cockily. Oh she knew the weakness he had for her.
"No honey. Let Hyunjin rest. Now I will shower and and then you'll shower and then I'll make you some breakfast, but be quiet the others could still be asleep"

-time skip to breakfast uwu (I'm hungry wtf)-

We carefully tiptoed down the stairs only to be met with Jeongin on the couch while watching some BTS shows

"What are you doing Jeongin?" I looked at him
"LOOK ITS YOONGI!" Exclaimed Areum. My head snapped to over where Areum pointed. The same man I told not to tell Namjoon I was leaving.

He was breathtaking.

"Well these concerts do seem intense. Do we really wanna take Areum?"
"Jeongin, it's concert day Hyunjin did not waste 3,000 dollars on those concert tickets to not go"
"I know I know just they push a lot. The guys also throw water and water bottles at the crowd. What if Areum gets hit with it? What if a crazy fan pushes her? Huh?"