The Handsome Monster

Part 10

Past 

Sehun as a kid got everything he wanted. Everything. He had the perfect life. Perfect friends. Perfect house, everything. He's parents rarely stayed at the house, so they gave him everything, so he wouldn't complain. When Sehun was still a kid, he didn't know what he wanted to be. He thought he would live in he's parents house with everything he wanted, but as he grew up it started changing to something else. When he was 14 he heard someone on the streets rapping. "Woah!" All he's friends said in amazement. "That's nothing." Sehun said, but it wasn't nothing it was amazing. As Sehun grew up so did he's love for rapping. He would rap everywhere. At home. At school. In the shower, everywhere. One day on Sehun's 15th birthday he's parents stayed home instead of going to work. It was the first time since forever that happened. As he blew the candle out and made he's wish. He's parents asked "What did you wish honey?"

"I wished.....To be a rapper."

"A rapper.." He's parents said confused. "Yea!" Said Sehun excited. "I want to be a famous rapper who is the best." Sehun said jumping up and down. Looking at there son, Sehun's parents started laughing "Oh, honey. You can't." He's mom said pinching he's cheeks. "Yes, I can!" Yelled Sehun. "I'm sorry but we have...hahha....we...hah....we have to go." Sehun's dad said in between he's laughs. "Stop laughing!" yelled Sehun. As he's parent started getting ready, Sehun followed after he's parents yelling words like "I'm going to be rapper!" or "I am, and you won't stop." Reaching the door he's parents turned around "You...will...never...be....a...rapper." he's father said word after word. As they walked out Sehun, frustrated yelled "I HATE YOU!!! I WISHED YOU WEREN'T MY PARENTS!". Sehun yelled those words until he's throat felt worn out. Breathing Sehun ran into he's room. Sitting at an empty corner, Sehun started crying "I hate them," mumbled Sehun "I wish....I wish they were dead." Sehun said not realizing that this wish would become true. As the hours past by, and Sehun calmed down the phone rang. It was around 11:45  at that time. Picking up the phone he heard some stranger ask "Is this Sehun." 

"Yea." Sehun asked confused. "Um, your parent's got in a bad car crash."

"Oh, when are they comming back."

"I'm sorry, but they didn't make it. They died." Dropping the phone Sehun couldn't believe it. He's parent died. "Hello." the person said. Picking up the phone Sehun said, he's voice unfazed "Oh,ok."

"It's ok if you-" Sehun ended the phone on the guy mid sentence.

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Sehen was now 19. He's been a rapper for over 2 years. At first he loved being a rapper. Getting what you want, being loved, and most of all the music he made was amazing, but as he grew up he started getting tired. He was one of the most famous rappers, everyone knew him, but he felt like no one knew him truly. People said "hi," or they would give him treats, but he felt like no one knew him. He went to concerts full with people, but felt like he was alone. One day he made an amazing rap, but he's manager said no. Ignoring him Sehun continued to make it. Anger filled in the manager "No!" yelled the manager. Pushing the manager Sehun yelled "I'm tired of you!". Walking out Sehun was so mad. Not mad, pissed. No one seemed to care about him. The only reason they did care was for money or fame.

I wish there was someone I could love, thought Sehun.

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Sehun opened one of he's eye's a bit. He was in he's room. Sehun turned to the other side to see Baekhyun. "It's ok," said Baekhyun rubbing Sehun's back, back and forth. Getting up Sehun tried to get off the bed, but fell forward. "Aa." Baekhyun screamed not to loudly grabbing the back of Sehun's shirt. Pulling him back, Sehun laid on the bed, he's head on Baekhyun's lap.