Won't Let Go | 2youngjae

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It's monday now. All of them have classes to attend so they are going together to uni with Jaebeom driving.

"Hyunga could we eat dinner outside tonight? There is a new restaurant near our flat, I really want to go" the maknae suggests.

"Sure sunshine. I dont have anything to do anyway. We can go, right hyung?"

"Yup! We can go tonight. Its a date then!" Jaebeom give them answer.

"Yay!!! Its a date! Its a date!"
Youngjae is so happy that they can go out together again after how busy Jinyoung was.

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They arrive at the uni and the older two take Youngjae to his class.

Jinyoung hug Youngjae and say "Focus on your class, meet us at the cafetaria after you finish."

"Okay hyung! Bye Jinyoungie hyung bye Jaebeomie hyung!" Youngjae chirps and give Jaebeom a hug.

"See you"

Youngjae sit on his seat finally. But like always, he hears peoples murmur about how lucky he is to be friend with Jinyoung and Jaebeom.

But thats not all. Some of them mock him by saying that  he is not good enough to be friend with them. And that Jaebeom and Jinyoung be friend with him just because out of pity.

Youngjae himself know that he is not good enough to be with Jaebeom and Jinyoung, even as a friend, but having peoples to say it in his face is the worst.

It hurts him so bad.

But what can he do?

He's not that type who can share his struggle easily, even to his boyfriends.

His boyfriends will need to ask him slowly to get him to share his struggle, sadness, or anything.

He is that type who will say 'everything is fine' when he is not.

Those peoples who whisper about how he is not good enough to be with Jinyoung and Jaebeom really make it hard for him to breath.

Peoples tend to do that when Jinyoung Jaebeom are not around. But when they are around, peoples wont even say a word about him.

They are scared.

Obviously.

We all know how powerful the JJ duo along with their friends.

They make it clear that no one can hurt Youngjae or they will take the consequences.

~ ~

Lunch!

Well, Youngjae is still a bit affected by those murmurs and whispers.

So, he text Jinyoung and say that he won't have lunch and go straight to the library.

Jinyoung and Jaebeom are understanding though. So they let Youngjae be. And they will ask him when they are home.

When it's time to go home, the three of them meet at the parking area.

"Should we go straight to the restaurant?" Jaebeom ask them.

"Well thats okay for me. Is that okay, Youngjae-ah?" Jinyoung turns to Youngjae.

Youngjae nods "Sure hyung"

Jaebeom notice that his boyfriend is not in the mood, so he decided to take them to karaoke first to make it better.

It's 100% working.

Youngjae is like a brand new Youngjae now.

He smiles so bright and laugh a lot when they were in karaoke.

Indeed, his boyfriends know him the best.

They go to the restaurant and go home after they finished.

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Home
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Jinyoung just can't let the previous not-in-the-mood Youngjae to slip.

When they settle in the bed, Jinyoung immediately ask Youngjae about it.

"Did something happen this morning Youngjae-ah?"

"Nothing hyung."

"Youngjae-ah.. We can't help you if you don't tell us. We won't know what happened if you don't tell us. Let us help you please." Jinyoung begs.

"It's just.. It's.."

"You can tell us baby." Jaebeom encourage him.

"It's stupid okay? I was sad just because peoples said I'm not good enough to be friend with you guys! More to be your boyfriend" the last sentence is said in a whisper.

Jinyoung and Jaebeom look at each other and hug Youngjae.

"You know that's not true.." Jinyoung tries.

"No! That's true! I'm not good enough to be with you! Why did you take me? I'm not good, I'm not handsome, I'm not that special!" Cry. He is crying.

Both of them hug him even tighter. To calm their boyfriend down.

"Youngjae.. Baby.. We don't care about what peoples say. We love you and that's all the matter , right? We love you for who you are. You're so cute, nice, kindhearted, you're so annoying sometime but we love you for that, Youngjae-ah. They who say bad words about you just can't see the real you. The Youngjae that Jaebeom and Jinyoung love. For us, you're perfect, you're handsome, and cute, and also cool. Please don't listen to what they say. Their opinion doesn't matter. You have us, and our friends." Jaebeom try to explain.

"It hurts us to see you like this Youngjae. It makes us sad. We don't want you to be sad and think lowly of yourself. We wouldn't pick you for nothing , right? In our eyes, you're the best Youngjae-ah.." Jinyoung speaks while rubbing Youngjae's back.

Youngjae doesn't cry anymore but the tears are there on his cheeks.

"I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry for making you sad. I'm so stupid to listen to what they say. Thankyou for saying that hyung."

"We are not saying it just to make you calm down. We really mean it. We hope you know it baby."

"I know. Thankyou so much. I love both of you"

"We love you Youngjae. Dont listen to them okay? Only listen to us!" Jinyoung say and give a peck on Youngjae's lips.

Jaebeom hug both of them tighter and whisper "I love you".

He can't help but feel so full when he is together with both of them.

He feel so lucky to have boyfriends like them.

And he hope Youngjae knows that both Jaebeom and Jinyoung love him more than anything.

Youngjae knows though. And he love them more than anything too.

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