Kpop ~ One Shot

Nct Mark ~ part 1

Jenny POV:

I could do so many cooler things right now, but what am I doing? I'm on my way to my dumb Cousin Jaehyun, because he couldn't accept a no to his party invitation..and even my last hope, who would have made everything better didn't had time to come here with me, because my best friend needs to practise. So here I am right in front of his big house. You could hear the loud blasting music already a couple of streets before, but now you could even get deaf from it, but it was now really cold outside so I should go in now. As soon as I opened up the big luxurious door, all I saw was a crowd of people my age, who already where drunk. I take off my big warm coat and hung it up in the wardrobe.

Let's go and find my annoying cousin. Fighting! At first I looked around, but I gave up quite quickly to actually search for him, because I couldn't see him anywhere. I will just go and grab myself something to drink from the kitchen.

As soon as I arrived there my sight was blocked from someone with his big hands.. "Jaehyun I know that it's you." i said rather grumpy. Now he is here in front of me and cuddles me. I'm sure that if he doesn't let go soon I will die right in front of him! "Jaehyun!" I screamed out of frustation over the loud music. He quickly let go of me and smiles like he hasn't seen me for over a year. "JenJen finally you are here. I almost thought you would still ditch my party*pout*that would have been so mean, so mean.*TT*" while he said that his eyes got even bigger than they normally are and at least for me he looked like an idiot..yeah I know many girls will think this is the cutest thing ever and I normally don't hate people, who do aegyo from time to time, but not when my cousin does it. "Jaehyun you are embarassing me.(you know Amber/krystal situation)" "Ok then let's go to the dance floor! You love to dance and the music is great especially right now. I mean Put your hands up p-p-put your habd up" he dragged me out of the kitchen and again right into the big crowd and wiggled everything. He is definitely already drunk. Normally he would never be so hyper about anything..ok maybe he is also so excited when he sees Joy and thinks she is paying attention to him, but otherwise, no he would never act like that. Where is my normal Jaehyun? Wae?!

Somehow I still began to dance with him..I mean who can resist 2pm..right?! After the song ended the next one started to play and it was definetly a more sexy kind of song and many couples were now seen. That was my turn to leave this whole scene, but before I could even do that my eyes were fixed on a couple, who where dancing really close and intimidate with each other and they where having a whole make out session on the dance floor. I shouldn't be starring at them, but I feel like I know them, but it is so dark and they are all over each other that it is difficult to examine their faces.

They parted for a moment from each other and that was the time, where I finally could see their faces and with that my whole heart crashed in a millisecond..how c-c-could he do..that... I can't believe that he is there right in front of my eyes kissing a cheap sl*t without even noticing me. I can't take this anymore I quickly tried to find my way out..my mind is not working anymore, I let my body take control of me..oh f*ck I trusted you.

As soon as my lungs where filled with oxygen again my mind, where processing all those things I saw inside and now my tears just begin to uncontrallably flow..I can't stay here any longer I want to be somewhere else. I begin to run..I don't have a real destination I just want to be somewhere else and not in his closeness. My heart beated like it wanted to jump out of my chest from all this running and my lungs began to hurt like hell and all the tears and sobs that I couldn't control didn't help in this situation, like my heart, which was basically ripped apart.

I can't run further and now I am somewhere at the han river and it's freezing cold and because of my abruptly leaving I didn't even took my coat with me...what do I do now? I'm now completly left alone..nobody cares for me. One of the few persons that I trusted also just used me and took the next chance that he had to go and have fun with other girls..just because he thought I would never catch up to it. My tears won't stop flowing and now I can't even go home my fsther would freak out to see me like that and I also told him I would just stay the night at Jaehyun's House, but I don't want to go back there... I sit down on the small sand path right in front of the river and my tears will keep flowing down and I will just silently sit here, because nobody will be by my side.