A/N | I'm not doing too well.

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by oliviaruth2

by oliviaruth2

Yes, you read the title right. I have severe depression, and I am on medication but sometimes it will wear off. I have therapy tomorrow morning, which will help..... for now. My depression doesnt just make me sad, it sometimes makes me suicidal. Along with this, I also have bad social anxiety, and bad insomnia. The moon is like my best friend, and it makes me happy. I love it when its dark because I am alone, and it makes me feel happy some how. I have hid my emotions for like 5 or 6 years, and I'm ony starting to have it come out. When I look into the mirror, I see a girl who is weak, I see a loser, I see a dissapointment. I just want to be happy again, and I want to be someone people can look up to. I hide behind a smile because I want to feel happy, even though I'm not. One day I just started crying in the middle of class, and when I feel like I'm gonna cry, I try my best not to because "nobody likes a crybaby."

I will update this book as much as possible, and I apologize for delays, or long breaks. I really hope you guys can understand.

-Liv