Sweet Dreams | Book 1

Are we over?

Jimin pov
At this point my eyes started tearing up i want him to believe me, i want him to know how much I love him, with ought him I'm nothing i don't care i really don't care anymore. I love him with all my might even though its wrong to love someone like him he can change right ? He has a soft spot you just.... you just have to get to know him that's all.

I look up at him he looks away and pushes me making me stumble back, i analyze him he looks emotionless he looks rather annoyed, i look down "was all of this a lie Jungkook" i say he sighs "I never really liked you" he says tears start to fall my heart hurts it feels like a million knifes piercing me. I couldn't control my crying "SHUT UP, you're so annoying" he yells at me I look at him his back against me he slams his hands against his desk "I said shut up NOW LEAVE !!" I listen I walk over to his door and open it i turn back to look at him and i speak "I liked you but i guess these feelings were a mistake" I say I close the door harshly making sure he knows how i feel.

I make my way out of the building wiping away my tears and looking at the huge building again. "Stupid, Stupid, Stupid" I said to myself over and over again I walk all the way home. I open the door when i arrive and close it shut. I walk up to my room and slump into my bed face first. I yell in the sheets i turn around and look at the ceiling "I'M SO DUMB" I yell I start crying again I cant focus all i think about is him how could I stop loving him how could I.

I'm so confused "was it all a lie" i say suddenly someone knocks on my door i wipe my tears away. I stand up and hurry to open the door, I open it to reveal a smiling yoongi "Hey...." his cheery voice dying down he notices my red eyes I cover it up with a fake smile "Hi yoongi what brings you here" i say trying to sound cheerful "let me in and well talk" i let him in and he grabs me and makes me sit on the sofa. "Did something happen" he says I look at him finally letting it all out. My weaknesses all out, i tell him how he saved me but how everything was a lie. He listens to me i suddenly hug him he hugs me back "will you be mad at me if i tell you something" yoongi says I let go and shake my head he sighs

"I work in the same company as jungkooks"

Jungkook pov

I slam my hands against the desk telling him to leave. I hear him open the door but the words everything made me collapse "I liked you but i guess these feelings were a mistake" he shuts the door harshly I look at the closed door and throw everything that was on my desk I start crying "I'm so sorry, I'm sorry Jimin" i say my heart broken in pieces I cant believe all i said to him did he mean those words was it to cover up the fact that he loves me. I cant believe he loves me I just can't. Who would like someone like me nobody in their right mind would like someone like me. Someone opens the door I look at the person my boss.

"Here's your things now leave"

I look at him "Please i need this job" he looks at me and shakes his head "sorry but no, we agreed if you saved him you were out of here" he says I sigh and nod I take my belongings and leave. I get in my car and leave to my home, I come inside and place the things down

"I messed up really bad"

Jimin pov

I push him shocked "Y-you work there" he nods I look at him "can you help me with jungkook" i ask him. He sighs and shakes his head "No sorry he wont be working there no more" he says I tilt my head "why?" He sighs "well i overhead my boss and him talking that if he saves you he had to be gone from our company" he says I gasp, I pull at my hair and hit myself in frustration "I'm JUST A BURDEN TO EVERYONE" I scream from the top of my lungs he grabs me and calms me down "J-jimin calm down" he says I look at him and nod "Lets go out" he says I look at him "G-go out?" He laughs "Not that type of go out, like lets go to a park or cafe" he says standing up and ruffles my hair. "I have to take a bath first and cover all of the bruises" he understands "and i really don't wanna go out looking all bruised" he sighs "we can cuddle and watch a movie will that make you feel better" he says I nod "okay just let me take a bath" I say he nods and sits down turning the TV on and going on Netflix browsing for any good movies. I go upstairs and take a set of pajamas noticing the one that jungkook used I grabbed it and smelled it his scent still there I tear up but shake them away I grab a towel and my favorite pajamas  and take a shower. Once I'm downstairs i jump on the couch and cuddle with yoongi. He strokes my hair making me feel sleepy, halfway through the movie I fall asleep.

"Hey jimin come here"a voice says I look behind me "Jungkook?" I see him he has his hands extended towards me I grab his hand suddenly his fa e falling off and revealing a mask his mask "lets go play" his voice all twisted what happened to his sweet voice" I let go but he grabs me and suddenly it changes to a abandoned basement I yell I try everything but nothing works "If you love me you can stand the pain right?!" He says I tear up he pins me down and ties me to a hospital type of bed. He grabs a knife multiple ones and stars cutting away he starts on my thighs he starts making his marks his initials while i scream in agony "You know I enjoy this very much" I black out

"Jimin, jimin, wake up" my eyes shoot open my breathing uneasy "hey calm down in here" I look at yoongi he's smiling "you were having a bad dream" he says I can feel sweat fall down my face my breathing still uneasy "I'm sorry" i say he doesn't say a word "its not your fault they are just dreams bad ones that happen" he says "It was jungkook he was uh" i say he looks at me "I know his identity so you can say it" I look at him "he was saying to me to come to him i grabbed his hand and then he well his other side was torturing me with knifes" i say he looks at me with sad eyes "I'm sorry i didn't tell you about him" he says "Its okay" I say he shakes me "NO! I could have lost you if he actually killed you" he said

"No he would never because he loves me no he loved me"

Guys do you like the new update sorry if this is trash
Bye mochis -😄