Letters To My Lost Lover![POETRY]

I lied

Why do they even ask "how are u"?
They never mean the question,its always to start a dialogue
Well i always lie and say I'm okay
This time I'm not gonna lie
I'm not okay
I'm not gonna fake a smile this time around
They gonna see it all on my face
They gonna hear it in my voice
They gonna see it in my eyes
I'm gonna tell them and shout it like a mad woman
I'm not Okay
I have lost it
I have gone mad...thts what love has done to me
A feeling so strong it made me weak
A feeling i hate so much but want to experience it again
A feeling that killed my innocent soul
A feeling that took away my sanity
A feeling that shattered my heart
A feeling that has killed many soul
Just a feeling nothing more