Love is for real?

Ch.28: That Special Moment

"I refuse to sink, I rather swim I'm not goin' down cause I will win, can't hold me back, where will you be? I'll be anchored down you'll be lost at sea!" I sang to the tune of BOTDF in the front row. Andy was still smiling at me, licking his lip ring, he did that when he was nervous, I've come to know that about him. I smiled back and he said,

"You're amazing know that?"

"I do, now!" :-) I said smiling.

"I can't wait till we get home, Andy! I wanna know the 'Special Thing'" I said while he smirked and we looked back at Jay rapping to 'Fake Is the New Trend', I like a lot of their songs. I'm so glad Andy took me here. I've never been to a Blood On the Dance Floor concert before. Kaitlyn had, I don't know how because of her mom, but she said she had so much fun and that I would too. Yep. I agree with her! I was thinking too hard forgetting about reality, that I had to snap myself out of it! I look around and everyone's gone except Andy, he's standing and saying something.

"Did you have fun!?" Obviously!

"Yes I did. It was interesting!"

"I knew it."

"Knew what?"

"You were zoned out, weren't you?"

"What?!---- Okay, fine! Yes, I was!"

"Its fine, Selena. We got to go home quick!"

"Follow me!" Ummm. Okay? Now, I'm excited I can't wait for that 'Special' thing! We were in the driveway, locking fingers, and we walk up to the door, I see Andy lick his lip ring. Why is he nervous? We walk in and there's a medium/small box and I 'Eeped'. Andy put his fingers in his ears,

"Okay, you may open it!" I opened it and a small black kitty cat was sitting there, meowing his/her head off, I can't believe I couldn't hear that. I looked at it and checked it out, it was a girl! Yay!

"What do you wanna name her?" Andy said.

"How about Mary?"

"That's a beautiful name." He said. I smiled staring at him.

"Go! Your free, little kitty." I smiled at Andy, again. I realized he was looking at my curves. OMG! He checking me out!! Well, okay two can play this game! I looked at Andy's ripped 'If we stand together, we will be UNBROKEN!' Shirt. I walked up to him, and lifted his shirt and touched his scar, staring at it. I felt chills run through his body, when I touched the scar. I looked at him and he said,

"Yes?"

"You don't even have to ask." I smiled, and kissed him passionately, we went to our room and he pinned me on the bed. We were both just lying there making out. He broke the kiss and looked at me. I nodded. I took off his shirt and placed my hand over his heart, so there's little space between us. I know he wants to but its my first time, and I don't know what to do. Yep, you guessed it, he did it with scout. I know 'shocker'. * saying sarcastically*

I feel kinda scared . he put his hand on my back, lifting my shirt. I got chills through my spine, I guess he knew because he smiled against my lips. I still had my hand on his heart, so when he moved towards my butt, I felt his own heartbeat move faster and faster. I was only in my bra and jeans and he said

"Hold on." He went to my phone, unlocked it, and pressed play.

He sang,

"I feel your body crawl, pale flesh for my devotion. True pain was all you ever meant. Love will be our last emotion----"
I laughed. He was on top of me again, kissing me much harder this time, which was very attractive. I tug at his long black hair, I almost screamed but instead I let out a sigh of emotion.

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Youth and Whiskey is on, never knew what it would be like, but to have it with Andy it was even better.