will we cross again? ( On Hold)

Part 34 :I think i should learn many things from you.

Aman came inside his cabin.  He sat in his chair and bend to the head of the chair and leaning across to it. 

All of Arnav's words ringed in his mind . Yes he behaved same like Arnav without one percent change too . He followed his friend without a change . Why couldn't he notice this much before .  Why was his mind too occupied . He couldn't see anything except Arnav.

He saw his friend suffering from 18 years . How much ever bad deeds Arnav had done , He couldn't stop being his friend's support . Its not that he was with his deeds , its just that he couldn't see his friend in that state of pain in this world lonely .

He first was with him , But later when he realized the blunder he had made in blaming along with arnav of his best friend Khushi , He lost something . He felt completely shattered of not being on his bestie's side and also on not standing by neha's side . He felt ashamed .

The deeds by both of them have changed the relationship of everyone . Neha and arnav who were best friends , Never talked properly after that incident . His and Khushi's friendship also shattered .His and neha's relationship got scattered and Mainly Khushi's and Arnav's relationship was shattered to pieces . He didnt know that time that it is also going to shatter Nivi and Arnav's relationship too In future .

One mistrust could lead to the destruction of this much relations , they realised too lately only  . It didn't affect only their past but now is continuously affecting their present and future .

He feels deep inside his heart for Khushi . He felt pain of not trusting her that time . If he had at least trusted may be the situation might be all together different . He might have made Arnav understood and may be now he would have had a good family .

He feel guilty for that failed approach of him . But whatever happened had happened . Everything had went far away from their hands now . Too far such that this thoughts could also not reach it .

And now he did the  same mistake . They are in the same position . He repeated the past mistakes same again without any change.  How he failed to think from neha and Khushi's pov . He did the blunder again . Why couldnt he not stop himself in doing this blunder again . The mistake which had broken many relationships . How could he do it ??

Tears rolled from his eyes .

Now , what would he do ? He had asked Divorce to neha blinded without thinking about the consequence . Without thinking naive . How would he face her ? How ? Anyway he need to face her for sure . He would apologize sincerely . He will face for the deeds he had done without any hesitation . First he should meet Neha .

He got up from the Seat ,Wiped his tears , made himself presentable . He then left to Neha's cabin .

He goes to her cabin and taps the door .

Come in muttered Neha looking at the laptop . She knows who it is ofcourse .

Neha said Aman breathing heavily coming inside .

Haan . Mr Aman Rathod . Actually I was planning to meet you . I have mailed you the files . Check your Mail Id said Neha .

What? asked Aman with a little perplexed tone .

I have mailed it sir about the files said Neha.

Why are you calling me sir , What happened to you ? asked Aman with a confused tone .

You are my Manager . What can I do . I should respect you right ? asked Neha .

Neah . Stop this . I want to talk to you said Aman.

Personal or professional ? asked Neha .

Personal Neha said Aman.

I dont have time for personal talks . If any of it , You can go out of this cabin . This is my professional life , Dont interfere said Neha with a stern tone gazing at his eyes with a Stern tone .