The only things thats been going to my head is "should I tell chris?! if I do how will he react" well, I know exactly how he will react and i know for sure that I won't like it.Unless.... nah.
"David you should tell him" clarissa keeps telling me to tell chris for like a week straight and its not gonna happen anytime soon.
"But I dont want too." My response was vague buts true I dont want to tell him at all. I just might take care of the baby myself.
"You dont have a choice I mean if you dont I will" my head shot up to look at her to see if she's joking let me tell you she looked serious as fuck.
"Please dont tell him I want to, im just not ready yet"
"Well david the sooner you tell him the easier it will be so you wont be nervous or stressed for a long time which is good for the baby" ugh why does she have to be right.
"Fine I'll tell him" my response made her grin like there is no tomorrow. I mean doesnt her jaws hurt.
"Yay when you have the baby you will be a happy family"
My eyes widden when she said that "I said I'll tell him not marry him"
"You might never know"
"No thanks" clarissa left my house after that and all thought of that night is how im going to tell him.
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"Wake up, its time to feed my nephew" addie yelled on top of me.
"How do you know its going to be a boy" I asked her while picking her up to go downstairs.
"I dont know, but I want to be your little princess forever" she hid her face in the crook of my neck while sniffling.
"Aww you will always be my princess no matter what, wheres mom?" I changed the subject before she start weeping.
"she left but she made pancakes" I sat her down on a stool on the kitchen island and we started eating quietly.
"David are you done yet" clarissa yelled form the hallway I realy wanna know how she got the keys to the house.
"I have to shower and out clothes on, and addie needs a bath soo... no" i yelled back
"Go take a shower while I change addie" she said as she walked into the kitchen.
After I washed the dishes I rushed upstairs and took a 20 minute hot shower into a white polo tan chinos and my white chucks. I grabbed my bag and headed downstairs to see clarissa heading out the door with my sister.
After we dropped addie off at school we headed towards ours. My heart started beating fast and hard it felt liked it was going to jumped out of my chest. When we arrived clarissa looked at me and smiled then started heading inside the building. Oh boy here I go.
