Dear Shawn// S.M

7/6/19

3:23am

Dear Shawn...
It's 3am and I'm staring at the ceiling, I can't sleep because I keep thinking about you. So I decided to write.

When I was laying there memories and thoughts keep running through my mind but the memories are mostly good ones. Like the time we would have our amazing sleepovers and when we would bake muffins at 2 in the morning cause they where you favourite and times where we'd cuddle on the couch and have a Harry Potter marathons, and times we'd talk until the sunrise and times I'd fall asleep on your chest while you sang to me, I remember all the good times but, I also remember all the bad times aswell.

And that's what makes me not sleep at night knowing I can't have you beside me or have you near.

Your love
El x