I'm a 16 years old gay...m ylove story started when i was so young and he was my cousin. he is older than me with couple of month only.. was used to have this great love story when we were young. we always used to hug, touch hands, play and he always tried to kiss me but i was so hard to get.. i rejected him even though i love him soo much.. but he used to hold me hard and giveme the kiss.he always tells me i love you so much and i say i also love u cz ur my cousin(but that wasn't the truth and i really did love him the true love) he then sys no i mean the true love, i don't just love u as a cousin..i used to blush. even he kept saying he wants to marry me and get 2 no 3 no 4 kids.. the whole family knows about the love we had..but this only continued till i was 11 yrs old and then i travelled and i left him. when my mom calls them he kept askin about me and we talk for more than an hr.finally we met 4 yrs laterand i'm 16..for sure we both changed physicaly..he became a guy and i grew in beauty.i promised my self to act as normal as i could and 4get about the past.he used to act quiet weird.. like he acts so norma lwhen the whole family is gathered but when we are alone.. he acts so nervous and always starts to talk but stutters..he barely looks directly into my eyes but looks at the floor or sometimes take a quick look and then looks anywhere else.i always feel ha's lookin at me but when i look at him he looks away.he wanted to tell me that i look much beautiful but was too shy so instead he said you look nicer! then his sister told me that he always said when i was away that i'm his love and always be. and then she asked me if i love him or not but i couldn't tell her the truth cz i was sure she would go and tell him so i said ilove him as a cousin and nothing more. i was shocked to see himstanding behind the door and hearing our conversation but thank god i didn't say the truth. the truth is that once i looked intohis eyes and he lookedinto my eyes to but this time we stared 4 about 3 min. i felt he had a lo tof things to say and i too but i couldn't do the step to tell him about my true feelingsand the reason is...that my sister told me he loves another girl and forgot about me..i really felt broken and thats why ifeel like not telling the truth cz i will look bad if it was a love from one side only. i traveled again and my aunttold me that he didn't want to talk with me on the phone..his sister asked him why and his answer was ifeel so shy and nervous when i look at her or talk to her...he had a new facebook and added all his cousins and even my sis except me! i donno is he shy to add me or he hates me or he doesnt' feel like loving me anymore..pls help me people was it only a stupid childhood love.. the problem is that i don't like him...and i don't havea crush on him..I LOVE HIM..pls everyone leave a comment cz i would like to know what do u think about this love story
