I wish I could tell you what's making me cry. But if I do you'll feel bad. So its easier to just hurt myself than hurt you. Im so ridiculous and pathetic because thats in the past but I can't help but feel so worthless and insecure. All I can think right now is her perfect body and how you loved it.
I can't stop crying and honestly I feel neglected. Whenever I try to talk you're always intruppting me, why does what I have to say not matter? Am I really that worthless like I think I am? Im sorry im not good enough but even someone as pathetic as me deserves a reason or something.
I saw a stupid thing that said "your friend sent a photo, open to see." And yea that fucking worries me, bc im fucking ugly and fat and stupid. So why not hide the fact that you get nudes from others or that you still watch porn?
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~DEPRESSION/ANXIETY~
PoetryThese are what I have written when I've had major depression and anxiety attacks.
