To be honest, just EXO [NOT CONTINUING]

TBHJE: Chapter 32

[[ TAEYEAN'S POV ]]

He just said the magic word. I love you.

What does he mean? Kakasabi niya lang naman kagabi na he likes me tas ngayong umaga naman he loves me na? Isn't he too fast?

I didn't bother to reply at him because I have so many questions left unanswered. Bigla akong nawalan na ng gana kumain.

"Im finished. Need to go back to my room guys because Im still tired." I said before I left them. Dumiretso na ako sa kwarto ko. Nahiga ulit ako and then I requested facetime with Krys. Buti naman inaccept niya kaagad.

"Morning Best!" Masiglang bati ni Krys saakin. I returned her smile.

"Morning too." Nasa practice room pala siya ng SHINee. I saw at her background, e.

"Still tired from last night?"

"Yes. And this morning. When I woke up kaninang mga 7, I checked my phone tas andaming mga missed calls and unread messages. Puro unknown numbers, they were all threats and hates for me, Krys." Naiiyak na naman ako e! Anoba Taeyean, you need to control your emotions even though its hard dahil sa huli ikaw rin lang naman ang mahihirapan.

"What?! Alam na ba ni Luhan?"

"No." I answered. Why does he need to know? Para magsumbong? Para magpatanggol? Im not the kind of girl na inaasa sa iba ang sarili kong problema. I need to face it by myself. Ayoko namang sabihin kay Luhan dahil mas madadgdagan pa yung problema niya.

"I know what you're thinking. Hindi naman sa iaasa mo kay Luhan yang problema mo but as a boyfriend, kelangan niya ding malaman. Pano nalang kapag malama niya sa iba? Akalain niya pa na wala kang tiwala sakanya. You know what Jess? You're brave. You just need to prove to people na hindi ka lang basta basta magpapa apekto sakanila. Kapag alam nilang naaapektuhan ka sakanila, sa mga pinagsasabi at pinaggagawa nila sayo, they'll think na you're weak. Mas lalo pa nilang gagawin yung mga bagay na alam nilang nakaka apekto sayo. You don't need to be affected by them. Always think na there's alot of people that are always here for you. Okay? Keep that in mind. Sige na Jess. May schedule ngayon yung SHINee babes e! Haha! Loveyou. Oh yung bibig pakisara, baka mapasukan ng langaw." Then she ended facetime.

Literal akong napa nganga. Knowing her for decades, I didn't expect na masasabi niya yun.

Wow. I guess she's right. Maybe I need to tell Luhan what happened.

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Im now in my room doing nothing. Umalis naman kase si Ate. May date daw sila ng hubby niya.

Like duh, 4:00 pm na date? Err

I decided to call Luhan but he's out of coverage.

Calling Sehun...

Si Se nalang tinawagan ko, baka sakaling alam niya kung nasaan si Lu.

[Yes bes?] Bungad niya saakin.

"Alam mo ba kung nasan si Luhan? Ive been calling him kanina pa but he's out of coverage eh."

Kanina pa siya hindi nagpaparamdam sakin nung umalis ako pakatapos kong mag breakfast.

Dont tell me nagalit siya don? Or baka naman dahil wala akong sinagot sakanya when he said the magic word? Dont blame me because he's really too fast. And besides, hindi naman yun question para sagutin ko kaagad diba?

[Bes kasi, nandito kami nila hyungs sa Mt. Fuji. Si Luhan hyung lang talaga yung wala dito. Hindi naman siya nagpaalam saamin kung saan siya pupunta. Pagkatapos namin magbreakfast, kaagad naman siyang umalis.]